Sunday, December 23, 2012

WHAT-THE-WHAT???

Naseb la baek x terhantar ayat seperenggan tadi mcm ni kat Prof... baru terperasan ade perenggan mengarut aku yg tahpape. Baru ingat yg aku mengarut buat ni time mengantuk. Bile aku ngntuk, aku pun mengarut je taip tahpape. Tp gigih gak nk menaip. Tak paham...tak paham... (smbil geleng-geleng kepala). Ayat nye seperti di bawah. Slalunya kalo aku mengarut dlm ruangan tesis, aku italic kan.. so nnt perasan yg tu kene delete balik... ini skali x italic plak... mujur x send... haihla labu... dahla ayat englis tunggang terbalik...

Therefore, the study is left untold because the laziness of the author in explaining in details of the causal effect. The author herself is not confident with what she is doing that helplessly does not bring any effect on understanding of the current problem. It is also not a doubt to not help with the relationship with one another. Therefore, again it is highlighted that an effect of a variable does play an important role in adjusting the effect of it. The UPP model is adjusted to make it clear to the readers that all factors listed are well-prepared and confirmed. The need of investigating it as prudent as it should be will be authorised and simply jotted. Subsequently, the next chapter will be informing the UPP and how it relates with one factor to other factors in emphasizing the highlights of the finalized. 



Cuaknyaaa

Adrenaline rush!! like rush hours... omgeee... tomorrow is the day! it is nothing big that will be happening tomorrow... it's just that tomorrow will be the day for sort of Christmas-holiday-travelling like for 4 days... and I'm not that so excited because I have loads of work unfinished!! fainted already while writing this entry... sighhh~


   

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Merapu sangat!

Ngantuk sangat! I am so sick of myself. My eyes are not helping me at all. They will get that glue-effect soon after I open my journals. I can't bear with my sleepiness. Please go away mr. sleepy, you're totally effecting my concentrating. While I'm writing this entry, I am still sleepy like what!... Adeh... Masa makin mencemburui tapi aku buat keje macam masa tu banyak je lagi. Aku tatau la nk wat mcm mane. Gerammmmnye ngn diri sendiri. Sikit sikit mengantuk. Ke sebab aku tak minat dengan apa yang aku buat ni. Eh mana boleh x minat. Dah nak abis ni Asma'. Lagi sikit je ok! Hmmm... banyak janji yang tak terlunas lagi ni. Janji pada ibu bapa .. Janji pada agama... Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan ku dan sahabat sahabtku ... amin.

p.s. ingatkan tulis blog ni bolehlah hilang mengantuk, skali lagi mengantuk pulak. nak wat canne ni?



Thursday, November 29, 2012

Jiwa kacau

Smlm kan jiwa kcau la sangat. Tahpape ntah. Nk muntah pun ade bila fikir fikir balik. Aku ni la pun. Sume bende pon nak amek serius. Rileks sudah. Kannn? Tujuan tulis blog pada ketika ini, pada saat yang genting yang tinggal bebrapa hari lagi sblm submit transfer tesis, adalah disebabkan aku mengantuk yg amat. Ngntuk la. Padahal aku dah tido lebih dari cukup kot. Eh mcm nk ilang dah mengantuk. Ape la aku ni. Tulis blog boleh la pulak x ngntok. Apela n3 aku kali ini. Sgt mcm tahpape. Langsung x nmpak keilmiahannya.

haih... nk cari imej pun amek mase 10 min dah. cepatla jmpe imej .... abes dh mase aku nih.










"kalau setiap saat yang diingat hanya kekasih hati, bilakah masa untuk mengingat Allah taala? mabuk cinta boleh buat manusia buta untuk melihat kebenaran, lupa kepada perkara yang lebih penting selain cinta. bukankah hidup ini sarat dengan visi dan misi yang harus dipikul? kalau hari-hari diisi dengan khayalan , kisah cinta romantik, lagu dan muzik yang memuja kekasih, tenggelam dalam fantasi yang melalaikan, melemahkan sendi-sendi, dan membiarkan fikiran melayang-layang tanpa arah, apakah kita layak dipanggil hamba Allah atau hamba cinta? " - artikel

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Wahai blogger... dengarkanlah

Dah lama rasaenya x menulis dalam english... bkn tanak tulih dalam english tp takut x biase dh menulis dlm bahasa melayu... tuhdiaa gedik sungguhla aku. dulu konon konon buat blog sbb nk asah bakat yg x terpendam sbb mmg tade bakat yg nk dipendamkan pon utk mantapkan penggunaan bhs english. since dh duk UK, kene biasakan ckp melayu dalam blog plak. ptuihh... bajet sungguh la aku. padahal lagi byk ckp melayu kot aku rase banding mase time duduk kuala terengganu. hahha... bajet lg skali. gaya dok tggnu cakap english la sangat kan. sbb aku tade member seangkatan nk ckp pasal research aku ni, aku dgn rase rendah hati nk citer dkt blog aku je lah ok.

ok, mcm ni ye pkcik blog. eh?? npe pkcik ek? abaikan. kalo aku laki, sah sah aku pnggil dia mkcik tp sbb aku pompuan aku pnggil dia pkcik. eleh takkan korang tatau pasal women-men ethics in blogging. erk? ok penulis sesuke hati buat athic rules sendiri kan. main point aku x masuk lagi, xpi aku dah byk mengarut. kalo dpn sv, terus direct masuk research tade nk main korner pusing pusing jauh. straight to the point.

kajian aku skrng pasal nk develop satu food classification yg baru utk malaysia la. knp plak utk malaysia? sbb sah sah aku warganegara malaysia kenala aku buat utk malaysia takkan aku nk buang duit kerajaan develop utk negara lain plak kan. baik aku fokus utk malaysia dan at least malaysia dpt benefit atas apa yg aku buat tu asa hadapan. benefit sgt ke?? haha... bajet je kan. knp lak aku kene bersusah payah nk develop yg baru, yg sedia teruk sgt ka atau tadek langsung? dan perlu ke ade food classification ni? cube habaq mai...

susah gak nk habaq mai lagu tu je.

makanan bkn kompleks beb. bkn leh belasah selesai mcm tu je. pertama skali, aku nk develop satu nutrition education approach yg leh bantu bimbing org ke arah kebenaran makanan yg betul. dalam Islam, manusia perlukan Al-Quran utk bimbing ke arah jln yg kebenaran, 'ihdinas siratul mustaqim'. begitu juga dlm mknn. manusia perlukan guideline. kalo tade guideline payah ar kan. jd soalnya sekarang, tade ke guideline? mestila ade kan. tapi guideline yg dibuat manusia mestilah x perfect. Al-quran adalah guideline/garis panduan manusia yg syumul. Sape x ikot, akan tersasar dari kebenaran. Jadi, guideline makanan yg ade ni, berdasarkan hasil pembacaan yg kritis ade la gap gap.

Apa la gap gap nye? aku tau baju Gap je. Hang toksah nk buat lawak x bape nk klaka lak kat sini. Ok, antara sbb munasabab guideline yg ade x bape nk membantu sbb;
1. klasifikasi makanan yg depa buat tu x mencerminkan realiti apa yg di makan org skrng. hah? mcm mane plak tu. org skrng byk mkn processed makanan yg memang sgt la tade dlm food pyramid. acu ce bg contoh. poning gak rupenya nk bg contoh mknn melayu. slalu mknn mat saleh byk mcm pie ikan la, ayak gas, pizza instant, soup instant, mee instant, dan segala atas muka bumi ni yang instant. jd lagu mane nk classify tu? nk ckp byk mane nk ambil sume? dlm food piramid, tadela dihabaq nk amek byk mane.

dh tu knp memula x buh siap siap dlm food guideline sume ke bende tu? ok, kat situ la, kite kene tau asas kepada pembinaan food guideline ni. Apa foundation dia food guideline ni. okla aku namakan food guideline ni sbg FBDG. sedapkan? ptuihh. sodap ko bondanya. aku siap nanges kot buat kajian ni. nanges bkn sbb susah ke ape sbb aku rase ape yg aku buat ni x significant lngsung. tp member aku ckp, aku kene ade faith pd sv-sv aku. sbb diorang tau kot ni dh ok ke dok. ok la kalo cmtu kan. berbalik pd menatang FBDG ni, terhasil dari satu mesyuarat agong la senang kata. mesyuarat agong ni dipanggil ICN (international conference nutrition) pd tahun 1992 dekat Rome. Kire ni mesyuarat agung dlm bidang nutrition la. Aku penah gi dah. haha.. saje nk ckp jgk. Aku g tahun  2009 kot ke 2010 ntah kat bangkok. ICN waktu dihandle-kan (amboi...taleh je ke guna di..eh aku pn tatau ayat dlm b.m ape) oleh WHO dan FAO. malaih aku nk explain menatanmg ape plak WHO dan FAO tu. tnye je pkcik gugel k. tgk aku gune pkcik gak utk refer pd gugel (google).

Ok dari situ diorang kata nk ada kenalpasti dan pada masa yg sama galakkan, strategi dan pelan utk membaikpulih nutrisi dan pemakanan seluruh negara. Dan, diorang adopted (eh... apehal gune english lak...) gol dari "The World Declaration and Plan of Action for Nutrition).


Ok sblm aku pi jauh terangkan gol gol World Declaration tu, ade baiknya ku publish sket dulu. kang aku karang penuh, hangpa malaih nk baca lak kan.



Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Baru sedaq na...

Dah berkurun gak paper master dedulu dh accepted tp x sangka lak leh masuk pubmed. masuk pubmed hokey... dah rase nk pengsan. kalo masuk nature, lg mennages kot.

kalo teringin nk tgk, click di sini :)

pastu ade lg satu masuk dalam himpunan malaysian jurnal. click di sini jika nk tgk la... klik here. ok la tu kan. hihi. patotla pelik mane mane bdk bdk ni dpt jurnal jurnal aku. bru aku sedar... at least ade rupenye kegunaan paper aku tuh..


Tu je la pon nk bgtau. Sibukla pasal master nye paper, phd nye dh malas n x bape nk produktif. Haihhhh....



Monday, November 19, 2012

Paris Aku datang

Wah wah lepas g santorini g paris pulak.. smpat plak la kan tgh tgh byk keje. so g paris dlm satu hari je. sgt sgt berbaloi dan best. satu hari pun dh cukup utk pusing pusing keliling paghiii a.k.a paris. gi la eiffel tower, notre dame, opera house, lafayet dan mcm mcm lagi. haha.. tu je la kot. motif sgt citer pendek tu je. ahaha... almaklumla bz wat phd kan... ahaha. tp yg best trip tu sbb kwn kwn yg pi best sgt! nnt la citer lg pnjng. bajet je. padahal takkan tulih dah pasai ni dah. ambe letak sekeping gmbr paling comel je la. ade sket eiffel tower n ade sket peta paris... heheh



Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Meeting my so-called father in PhD

Through my journey in PhD right now, I have met two superb-awesome-unpredictable fathers a.k.a supervisors. Two different people with different ways of supervising. There were truly helpful until now and hopefully until the end of my journey. Sometimes I do take for granted for what I have. I should use this chance to explore more and learn more and gain more knowledge from them. Yet, I am so immature by just having my leg-crossing down and spending my time happily sitting on the chair. I don't seem to have this passionate love to my research right now. I don't know why. Sometimes the motivation is there, but I end up myself wandering and spacing out. Like seriously Asma'... Adehhh. Wake up laaa Asma'...


So, what I wanted to say was that I'm going to have a meeting this Thursday but I don't know what to discuss about.. gile ape... haiya




Friday, November 2, 2012

Gerak Gempur!

Ingat SPM je ke ade gerak gempur, PhD pon ade! ni haa... detik detik cemas bile dah sampai saat saat akhir dateline

p.s. tapi kosong je kotak kotak tuh.. haha



Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Demam kembali lagi

Ingat tora je boleh datang lagi, demam pun boleh jgk... haha... ok aku sorang je gelak. smlm sblm jmpe sv, dh rase x sdp sdp bdn. abis je jmpe sv, masih bertenang lg... tp jap lps tu makin teruk. mlm td lngsung tersekat nafasku, kabur pndgn mata...lalala~ eh ternanyi la plak. ok aku gelak sorang lagi. now, i'm going to announce that i'm officially ill today!!


Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Like seriously?

This is how I totally feel after an hour of meeting my second supervisor... an hour discussion from page to page of my chapter 4 and 5



Thursday, October 25, 2012

Malas

Satu patah perkataan sahaja dapat menggmbarkan saya ketika ini.




Thursday, October 18, 2012

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Beto bkn bento!

Hahaha.. mase tulih entry ni sy rase sy dh x bape nk betul ni. Tulih n3 smbil senyum2... wah penangan phd sgt teruk bile masuk thn ke-3. what?? dh thn ke-3. Jom start pack brg2 sbb nk balik mesia dah. yeay yeay... x sbr nk jmpe family n bakal suami. oh mai... gedik nyo laaa... haha. lately, my interest has shifted so far away from my common sense and I do not know how it has been tremendously changed to a 180 degree point. I am so-ooo in to Beto. Not that I love Beto personally, but seriously this is the first time that I love someone for his/her acting skill. Am I nuts or what? muahaha... Even hearing his name, would make me smile like insane. Is this what you called love? Oh please Asma', wake up!! Gedik sgt haku... dah dah, back to business. I need to focus just for another one year and then nak beto ke, bento ke, lantak ler, ye dak. This is so utterly different from my friends' new interest, she likes reading bibliography of an icon but hey, I love reading bibliography too, but only Beto's bibliography... haha...for god sake... udahle ... smbng keje




Thursday, October 11, 2012

Cuput dah lulus!

Alhamdulillah adik aku, Yusuf, dah lulus viva dia smlm. Mcm gaya PhD je plak adik aku ni. Padahal bru amik diploma je kot. huhu... Tp kakak sgt bangga dengan kesabaran cuput... Moga jadi pemangkin semangat dan motivasi utk melangkah lebih jauh lagi. Cuput pun telah selesai diplomanya dlm Geomatik Information System (GIS).. Kakak dia mcm mne pulak... Adeh.. *cough, cough*...



Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Jgn hanya kaya fikiran, tp muflis penulisan

Gedebuk terduduk lps dgr ayat ni! ha amek kene kat btg idung sendiri. Jd kenela rajin tulis setiap hari kan. Slalu je dok peringat diri sendiri tapi sememangnya bkn bende yg mudah. Tulis satu ayat pon dh rase bangga, pstu konon2 nk reward diri pegila bukak fesbuk. ~Tp kalo dh bkk fesbuk lainla plak jadinya. Lama la plak lagi lame dari tulih satu ayat tu.. tahpape. Pstu menyesal balik kate tanak buat dh mcm tu. Tp x sampai 10 minit, bende yg same berlaku... haha. Dah tu boleh ke siap keje dlm 3 tahun kalo routine same je mcm ni tiap tiap hari... hoho. Tp saya dh buat perjanjian kasih sayang dgn kwn saya, yg tiap tiap hr, paling busuk pun satu jurnal baca, separuh muka surat tulis. Saya dah buat, anada bagaimana? Muahaha...


Monday, October 8, 2012

Moga berjaya adik adikku

Hmm.. adik sy nk pekse PMR esok.. huhu. Moga dia mendapat apa yg terbaik buat dirinya setimpal dgn usahanya. All the best Huzaifah! Dan juga selamat menjawab viva utk adik sy Yusuf di UiTM. Kakak doakan sume nya berjaya. Yakin dgn janji Allah!




Friday, October 5, 2012

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Sy akan habis PhD dlm setahun lagi.. yeay!!




Tak sabar rasa nk tggu viva! Saya dh bersemangat nk teruskan perjuangan ni lps dpt suntikan semangat dari pakwe eh silap dari baca blog Dr. OT

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Sad

Alhamdulillah... tk perlu tggu sesuatu utk diucapkan. hmm.. ntahla hari ni emosi sedikit terganggu. hari ni start bgn kul 3pg. gedebeng gedebuk.. start la keje dlm kol 3.30am smpai la meeting ngn sv kol 11.30am. patot kol 9.30am td.. tp ade ape ntah sv kata tadi, telekonperens ke ape ke ntah, start la kul 11.30am. tp meeting kali ni x best sbb rase kualiti keje sgt giler giler teruk. w'pun sv x kata, tp hati dpt membaca. lps ni nk kene cepat cepat betulkan sbb ari isnin nk kene htr dh...oh wuteva






Tuesday, September 25, 2012

A quick update

Tajuk bukan main lagi omptuih... last last hentam tulih melayu jugek sbb nk cepat and malas nk pikir ayat. cakap jelah x reti.. haha. Sebenarnya skrng sy kan x abih abih siapkan transfer tesis writing saya. Lama gilak nk tunggu ke siapkan dia. Saya pon sendiri keliru apa lah yg aku buat selama ni. Lembab sangat dari siput. Gerammmmmmmmmmmmmm bila pikir. grrr.... Sebab kan saya byk tak fokus dalam apa yg saya buat. Tape... gigihkan usaha selagi boleh Asma'. 


Pastu adik sy yg second last nk amek PMR x lama lagi.. huhu. Kakak doakan bg jefah berjaya utk PMR dan dalam bulan yg sama dia amek exam utk sijil tahfiz darul Quran... hmm yg tu payah sket.. eh bukan sket byk la jugak... w'pun dia dah abes hapai 30 juz, tp dok ingt sokmo laa bila tanya.. haihlaa... moga Allah terangi hatimu jefah dan jugak utk adik adik kakak yang jugak. Rindu sebenarnya kat mereka dan ntahla naluri seorang kakak ni mesti mcm x puas kalo x dpt nk ajar mereka. X berkesempatan nk ajar adik adik yg third generation ni... mcm la kalo aku ajar free pon, diorang nak... haha. 


Khamis ni mcm biase jmpe sv lagik. tataula, nk bg ape.. bengong sampai tatau nk bg ape!! Sy ade beberapa target besar utk tahun ni!! Dan semua pon akan di-resechedule semula.. pergh.. ayat sume mix and match suka hati je kan. Ohh.. td terjmpe k iza, dia bg tips.. record la setiap meeting hang ngn sv tadela kang lupeee lak ape yg dia ckp pastu ulang the same mistakes.. tanak kan? jd recordlaa melainkan aku mmg kuat ingatan dan terer beno englishnya.. eh mmg aku tererkan.. astagfirullah, x hengatnye la aku. 

tp antara target aku;
1 - betulkan target / gantt chart phd aku
2 - baca quran beserta tafsir setiap hari
3 - bgn subuh awal dan x tido lepas subuh (boleh ke? aku pun x percaya kat diri sendiri ni)
4 - sit-up setiap pagi / exercise setiap hari kalo bolehhhhh

jadi 4 je yg utama. sekian.



 


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Ekonomi Malaysia

Jap lagi kan, nk citer pasal ekonomi malaysia. nak tgk sejauh mane yg aku faham tentang ekonomi malaysia. padahal sbb nk siapkan literature review tu yg pulun kene tau gak pasal ekonomi malaysia ni. sape la kata buat phd nutrition senang nyah oi. sume pun nk kene tau. peniing kepala ni haaa... cmpur malas skali...hikhik

Raya 2012

hokay hokay...raya tahun ni lain sgt sgt berbanding 28 tahun hidup ni...amaaa...dah 28 tahun?? gulp... kejapnye umur maken bertambah...adeh..adeh...byk bende x tercapai lagi ni... pertamanya, hmm..tayah ckp pun, korang dh dpt teka ape...kann...pastu makin bertambah umur ni hopefully main bertambahla amal ibadat bukannya menabung dosa... eh aku nk citer pasal raya kan sebenarnya

nk citer pasal ramadhan byk sgt... biarla org lain dh citer sume. raya kali ini buat PERTAMA kalinya dlm hidup x raya ngn family. dahla x raya ngn familykan raya kat negara org pulak tu. negara bukan islam. tp aku rasa kemeriahannya tetap ade cume feeling raya bersama famili tu lain lah. nk describe pun tatau cmne. tp aku takla teruja sgt utk smbutan raya ni sbb keterujaan aku lebih pada nak siapkan tesis aku ni...huwaaa. aku dah nk trnsfer tesis ni bykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lagi la x siap. dah bedebar debar dah aku ni. mujur time ni sv aku cuti tiga minggu g south africa. kurang sket tekanan hidup w'pun sv aku tadela nk menekan tp ketiadaan beliau lebih memudahkan aku utk pulun menyiapkan keje aku yg byk tergendala ni.

doakannn sayaaaa...

oh lupe

"SALAM AIDULFITRI 2012"

Monday, August 13, 2012

Sedih

Haihh tataula memang bila x boleh solat ni mula la emosi swing la n sikit sikit nk tacing la ape la... belajar pun sikit je dapat... tu pun mujur dpt sikit... bila dpt tau x boleh puasa 2-3 hari lepas, rase agak terkilan sbb dah ade target-target nk dicapai bulan puase ni... tp apakan daya Allah ada perancanganNya... sebagai hamba kita harus syukur atas setiap sesuatu tu kan... ntahla tatau la raya kali ni mcm mana sambutan... tp apa pun yg penting ramadhan kali ni mcm mane? adakah lebih baik dari sebelum sebelumnya? Alhamdulillah kita sume masih diberi peluang utk merasa ramadhan kali ni.

Friday, May 18, 2012

Dateline

Just finished meeting my SV today. And I have so limited times to do all my work. Adehhh...






Rio de Janeiro


Hi again. I'll try to finish what I've left in the previous entry

27/04/2012
The conference started in the morning.




28/04/2012
I presented in the afternoon.





29/04/2012
In the evening went to Copacabana beach






30/04/2012
Last day of conference. Went back to London at night



Saturday, May 12, 2012

Counting days to go back home

I was smiling like crazily while I'm writing this entry. I can't wait for that moment to come!


I am bit drowsy or perhaps sleepy in another terms that suits me best. It has been 2 weeks since I came back from Rio de Janeiro. And I think it was the best ever conference I had attended so far. Eventhough I didn't like much the environment, but I enjoy so much the conference. I met and build up new research networking that really helps my Ph.D. study. Let me tell bits of the journey;

Day 1 (26/4/2012)
I depart from Heathrow around 2.00pm and arrive Rio at nearly 12.00midnight. I was still in a state where I did not believe that I'm going to Brazil. And to double it up, I was going by myself! The journey took me around 10 to 11 hours. It was a direct flight by British Airway airlines (the ticket flight was £700++, but phew it was sponsored). As the plane landed, I was relieved that everything was going smoothly. I headed to the Brazil border agency, and it was really quick. And the journey really began as I step out of the arrival gate. I took a taxi from the airport taxi counter as advised by the internet research that I have done. It cost me R$80 from airport to centro which was only a 30 - 40 minutes journey. What a money! On the way to the hotel, the taxi driver asked me (in portugese of course!) "Are you travelling by your own only?". I didnt know why did he asked that question until I see the city by myself. As I entered the city, it was like...
- will be continue -

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

A quick update

I haven't been updating the blog for quite a while. It's because I'm in a state of miserableness. What is the main reason for that? Just one! I have not yet finish my work. I'm going to a conference but yet not still prepared for the upcoming conference. Arghh.... suka hati jek x prepare mende mende. I'm lucky because it's just a short oral communication. I do hope that I can get fully participate can update my knowledge there.

But, last week was an awesome weekend! I had the chance to visit Amsterdam. I'll update the full story of Amsterdam later. Remind me if I forget to do it!









- love you mom! eh tetibe : (

sian abah tak mention nama dia. umi n abah, the one i love most after Allah and Rasul. Oh rindunya kat mereka. Saya sebenarnya rasa phd saya mcm tahpape. Kalaulah mereka sume mengerti...
Dulu mase master pon rase master tahpape. tapi alhamdulillah sume pon ok je. hopefully untuk phd ni pon same. kdg kdg rase x significant langsung ape yg saya buat ni. bila rase x significant mulalah rase nk stop buatlah, salahkan byk mendelah... kdg kdg terpikir, ape sumbangan kite. nape Allah letakkan kita di sini. tapi rasa nk balik tu makin kuat bile stresssss... stress ngn kementerian kesihatan yang kata nk bagi data, kensel tamau bagi pulak... ape kes?? bagi je la... bukankah benda baru dapat dipelajari bila berkongsi apa yang ada... tak pahammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... kan dah kata aku tension. balik dari brazil ni, nk siapkan at least part results n discussion utk transfer tesis. abis je raya kat malasyia, aku nk transfer tesis. lepas transfer plak nk analysed data baru (doalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah dapat dari moh) buat results pastu submit. pastu nak balik malaysia, nk ngajar anak anak bangsa!! tu je plan masa kini. ni tulisan terus dari hati tanpa akal

Thursday, March 29, 2012

What did I do today?

I did write another 250 words today. Many praise to Allah for giving me ideas and wills to write for today. I need to write more so that I can show it to my beloved SV. Speaking of him, I hadn't meet him yet this week. And, he also didn't ask me anything until to this end of day. Should I be relieved or should I not??







Up there, a picture to show how happy am I not to have a meeting with SV...


haiyaaa... ini olang manyak tilok, kije talak siap, itu pasal manyak happy talak jumpa sama itu SV   -__-!!

A sentence a day keeps Mr. Procrastination away!

Yes, yes and yes that I agree to the title hanging so-clearly up there. Yesterday, I had really make a firm-and-so-cool move to at least write a 300 words. That's ok what? (manglish...hehe) for a beginner. Today, I targeted myself for at least the same amount of words. I wish to target higher for 1000 words a day as advised by Rowena Murray but well of course, I'm trying to be realistic to myself. The thing that I most deplore in my attitude is procrastination and last minute work. But sometimes I do enjoy having datelines. Nothing takes the fun out of something you're passionate about as much as dateline!! PhD is going to be tough journey but that's the road you have taken.

I have some things to take care of;
1 - buy bus ticket to heathrow
2 - e-mail Dr Tee E Siong
3 - prepare slides for conference
4 - ask for travel advise from friend from brazil, from airport to hotel, and Brazil's simcard
5 - prepare abstract for faculty conference
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Bye guys.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

How do I look now?

This is my current mode face







This is eventually happening when it's time to read journals

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Entri menarik sebelum solat

Alhamdulillah sudah genap 15 bulan saya di bumi UK ini. Pelbagai perkara menarik, kurang menarik, pahit, manis, selama berada di sini dalam tempoh pengajian menyiapkan disertesi PhD saya. Saya sebenarnya kadang kadang atau lebih tepat lagi merasakan bahawa betapa kerdilnya saya untuk berdiri bersama mereka mereka yang hebat dalam proses pengajian PhD saya ini. Kadang kadang saya hilang arah dalam kajian saya sendiri ibarat kapal kehilangan arah punca angin yang mana boleh mendatangkan musibah kepada para pelayar. Kajian saya kini masih dalam proses merangkak rangkak. Kajian yang kini saya lakukan adalah untuk mereka bentuk atau membangunkan satu dietary guideline dari apa yang sedia ada. Nampak mudah bukan?

Mengapa saya ingin bangunkan benda yang sudah sedia ada? Ini kerana, dietary guideline yang sedia ada tidak menampakkan kesan secara signifikan pada tahap kesihatan keseluruhan populasi di Malaysia malah terdapat beberapa penyakit berkaitan diet meningkat dengan tingginya, iaitu, obesiti, diabetes, darah tinggi dan sebagainya. Tak caya tgk saya. Saya tahu makanan sihat, tp nape berat saya tetap meningkat?? peningss...

Oleh itu, peringkat pertama dalam kajian saya adalah menggunakan baseline data untuk membentuk model baru dan melihat sumbangan setiap nilai makanan kepada beberapa parameter terpilih; energy, added sugar, sodium, dietary fiber dan juga saturated fat. Model baru yang ingin dibangunkan adalah lebih memfokuskan kepada transisi makanan dari tahun tahun sebelumnya sehingga sekarang. Dan perkara utama yang ingin ditunjukkan adalah; perubahan corak pemakanan dari minimum makanan proses kepada ultra proses makanan. Apakah ultra proses makanan pula? Ringkasnya, adalah makanan yang diproses supaya boleh dimakan seperti nugget, sausage dan mcm mcm lagi.

Bilamana peringkat pertama selesai, saya akan menggunakan data sebenar (doakanlah bagi mudah untuk mendapatkannya, sekarang dlm proses untuk mendapatkannya) bagi mejayakan model didalam peringkat pertama dan di sini akan melibatkan semua contributing factors dalam pembentukan dietary guidelines yang baru. Sebenarnya banyak lagi akan diterangkan. Namun, saya harus menyahut seruan azan yang telah sebenarnya lama berkumandang.

Sekian, buat kali ini dari meja penulis.

Friday, March 16, 2012

It's Friday

It's Friday and I can't wait for the upcoming Maher Zain concert in April.

Yahoo!!





http://www.facebook.com/events/311952648865973/

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Can I manage to complete it today?

I'm going to see Mr. SV tomorrow and I don't know whether I am that prepared to see him again tomorrow after the last meeting. I was supposed to meet him last week but he was so tied up. Since, it's been almost two weeks that I haven't seen him, he must expect more from me. Eventually, I can't give him that much...Sigh~




Dahlaaa....baik aku teruskan keje



Monday, March 5, 2012

The not-so Ultimate Goal II

Today, I aim to finish analysing all the food's nutrients value. If I still have time tonight, I perhaps wanna at least make a sentence of methodology chapter.

And tomorrow, I'll make a new gantt chart for my study. I need to rush. There's a lot of things that need to be taken care of.

Oh, by the way, the last two days I had went to London and Leicester. The whole journey was nice :) and stomach-full too.

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Friday, March 2, 2012

Gym, gym and gym

Bye bye, I need to go to the post office to send letters to MOH and Institue of Public Health now so that I would not miss my body conditioning class this noon.

Oh, btw, I had started my swimming lesson just last week...hihi


Student Progress Monitoring system

Guys, check your progress report here;

Praise to Allah that my sv still remarks me with good grades. 

A random crap perhaps?

Yeah, I haven't been writing for quite a while. And this is so much to do with my thesis writing. Is that still vague for you to relate it with one another? It means that I have not been doing any thesis writing and what more for this blog. Sometimes I feel that I have so much to do that I do not know how to stop start working. This is such a vivid manner...sarcasm. Well, starting from today I have start to put my gear back and go crazy for my study. The thing here is, how well do you love your research? If I'm really that passionate about my research, it'll be 24/7 just about my research. Guys, that's just a metaphor, don't take it seriously. I mean if you have that anxiety towards what-the-what study you're doing now, you won't be complaining. Obstacles are everywhere, it is just the matter of how you deal with it. And seriously, God knows the best for us.

It's March now. I'm planning to at least finish my methodology chapter by end of this March. In April, I intend to write some reports and discussion on the results that will be analysed in this month. If everything goes smoothly, I wish to upgrade my mphil/phd before going back to Malaysia, perhaps around July. Go go Asma'!


A pic of me in the WPHNA, I just wanted to share this; 




Monday, February 6, 2012

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Lapar

Hari ni kan
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lapar sgt!

Thursday, January 26, 2012

The never-to-forget day

I love this day ^^

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it's a wake up call

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and I seriously mean it ^^

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Friday, January 20, 2012

Adik-adik saya

Sekarang nk perkenalkan adik adik saya yg ramai ;)

1 - sayala kan ^^
   
2 - Qi  ---


3 - Wah ---

4 - Ucop (cuput) ---


5 - Lina berk ---


6 - Man ---


7 - Jefah ---

dan last sekali;


8 - Mat Deli ---



berjumpa lagi selepas ini  ;)

Mode rindu mengusik kenangan

Ini gambar pertama sewaktu memula jejak kaki di UK. Masa ni semangat berkobar kobar nk smbng belajar. Sekarang, mengeluh panjang. 


Bacalah Al-Quran

Bacalah Al-Quran, dengan membaca Al-Quran hati akan menjadi tenang :)


jefah ngn mat deli (mase ni form 1 ngn darjah 5)


mat deli yg bolat;


Birthday bulan Januari

Ramai rupa-rupanya yg saya sayang birthday diorang bulan satu, antaranya;

adik saya ke-6 (17 Jan)


adik saya ke-7 (4 Jan)


dan jugak kwn gojes saya (27 Jan)



selamat hari lahir! <3 <3 <3

Mentally destructive disorder

I was really disappointed with myself today. Thanks to Fhiza for uplifting my motivation back!