I know it's just only you who read it... but 'you' means a lot to me.. without you, this blog will just between me and the blog.. no reader.. so pathetic right.. I start to realize that my english has becoming worse since I haven't been communicating in english for a while.. or neither in writing.. therefore, I plan in my mind just a few minutes ago that at least I have to jot down something in this blog once a week.. that is the minimum.. Before going back home, I planned so many so-called 'super-ambitious' plan in UK... like publishing at least two papers, met colleagues in the same field from other university, get re-connect with my former researcher, continue memorising al-quran, ... but the thing is that end-up doing nothing.. I feel super hopeless... People say when you're happy, you should be more productive, but it seems not working for me.. I am worried to death.. the clock is ticking but I still haven't prepared yet for the viva..
Today was the intake of the new students... I can see how fresh they were... so cute and innocent.. but I don't how long that it would last.. the memoirs of me and my friends during our first year came dazzling in my mind.. I smiled abruptly... how time flies... and now I'm sitting in front of a full hall of student... i hope that they will do well in study and more important they will be a good people once graduated.. Good is encompassing all the value of a good individual characteristic.
Enough said.
I wish all the best for my friends out there... 'till we meet again if Allah's will...
