Post Eid 2010

I love the me right now

Uhh... I really dont know. My life is totally going upside down now but still not critical that my head would explode at anytime. I am messed up. Well, is it me to be blamed? Was I that dumb not to be well-prepared? Absolutely not! It's all fate. We plan, but Allah knows the rest.

It's all about furthering my study abroad. Why on the earth is it d**n hard to have my study abroad?? Be patient asma' and mind your language please. First, Alhamdulillah I already got the MOHE's scholarship to further abroad. The problem is that it's going to expire by 1 December 2010. For god's sake, cant MOHE be more relevant? Initially I was planning to study somewhere else not in Sydney and it turns out that MOHE didnt approve it.

So, I choose Sydney instead. The problem is Sydney has specific date to commence which will be either in July or March. Since I applied the scholarship in end of June, obviously I cant enroll for the July intake and have to go for the March intake the next year. And that surely will automatically burn the quota i'm holding right now. Ha!Ha! But, I believe that Allah knows the best. So, no worries.

Sometimes, life wont be that easily for us. Challenges, obstacles and etc. will teach us the meaning of strong and patient.

La tahzan guys! This whole world is only TEMPORARY. Be scared for the PERMANENT. And im the one that need to be reminded of that :(

A life without challenge would be like

going to school without lessons to learn.

Challenges come not to depress or get you down,

but to master and to grow and to unfold your abilities

Life is a bit hard these few days

Kinda...

hmm...

Salam Eidul Fitr

Bila ada kata terselip dusta,

ada sikap membekas lara dan langkah menoreh luka,

semoga masih ada maaf tersisa.

Taqabbalallahu minna waminkum.

Minal aidhin wal faidzin,

mohon maaf zahir dan batin

Only 6 days more left

A potrait of mona lisa can be seen hanging high up on the white wall in my dean's office and definitely it's just the fraud one or a forgery made by a local street artist. haha. what im mumbling up here. I surely have no idea what to write down for this entry. What i truly feel now is that i'm sad that ramdhan will leave me in 6 days more time. And I feel I am not in my utmost spiritual mode.

I had already had break in my fasting. I hope that I can resume it back this night. It's the night of 25th. the night of the odds. Ya Allah...Ya Hayyu...Ya Qayyum...Ya Latif.... And I dont know whether I have another opportunity to see the next ramadhan. sad~

Fragile

I really love this song. Have a meaningful lyrics

Opick - Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

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Nearly miss my flight

I nearly missed my flight to Kuala Terengganu this morning. Alhamdulillah, I managed to hop in. But all that already requires about 110km/hr of my running speed. I nearly burned up all my calorie intake. I feel like fainting as I step in the plane. So exhausted.


I really dont know whether it's my fault or my dad's fault. He told me yesterday that we'll be going to LCCT at 5.15am. Ok, fine then. But at 5.30am this morning, he's still in the TOILET. Oh my. Since, he's still in the toilet, I also took the chance to go to the toilet too but just for a few seconds (ok...for few minutes i think). And we departed from home something around 5.35am or 5.40am.


I arrived at the LCCT at 6.15am. I rushed to the self-check in counter. But, it was not allowed since it's already 45minutes to the departure time. I was frustrated. I ran quickly to find the luggage counter since Terengganu doesnt have anymore it's counter for check in. To my shock, it was a very long queue. Sigh. I prayed hard in my heart that time for Allah to ease my journey. I headed to the air asia's staff and ask her regarding my ticket. She ask me to queue up. It's already 6.30. so, i just followed and wait patiently hoping that i'm still able to catch up my flight.


Alhamdulillah, it's my turn as i waited for just few minutes. The staff quickly passed my boarding ticket and asked me to immediately go to the gate.


Now, I have to pass another long queue for the security check-up. What-the what. I have no choice but to cut the line. I asked politely to the person in front to let me go through since my flight is at 7.00am and it was 6.45am already. He smiled back and nodded back to showed that I'm allowed to do so. What a relief. As soon as I passed the security check-up, I heard couples of names were announced which included my name too. I ran like crazy. And the running didnt end up yet since I have to ran again to the plane. My plane was on the very last lane at the end of the LCCT i think. That's so crazy. Fortunately, I was not alone running at time. There was about 4-5 peoples altogether running like crazy. Haha.

That was really a total new experience for me. I dont want it to happen for the second time. I hope it'll be the last. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah.