if my beloved SV know this, he'll killed me!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
Huh...down again
Hey Al-Qalb, hey my heart, hey my hati, hey, hey... what's wrong with you again?? Im trying hard to understand your condition right now heart. Why are you making feel down? it really upsets me. I dont want to be smiling fakely but have a gloomy heart inside. I pray to you Allah. I cried to you Allah. You who hold my heart. I pray to You Ya Allah...guide my heart to the right path...dont ever left me even less than a blink of an eye...
Thursday, January 13, 2011
My SV
I have met my SV yesterday... I have lots to tell here in this blog of what happened to me everyday but since I have to jot each inch of this in english it...it turns out to be that i have nothing to tell...ahaha...can u guys understand?? (mcm la ramai yg bacakan...kalo adepun, fhiza je kot...hehe)
Well, back to the story... We talked alot about 1 hour...opss...not 'we' but my supervisor who does the talking while i prefer nodding more and add some 'yeah', 'that make sense' and 'ok'. haha...i keep repeating the same words...i have no idea what to talk...i mean i have the idea but it seems kinda hard to deliver it... so, howwwwwwwwwwwwww? i cant keep nodding for the upcoming 3 years right? i do some of talking but i myself cant believe what crap im talking about...hoho... so, i took an inisiative to go for the english class held by my school on every friday and it's FREE :p and I'm bad in writing too... i hope after taking this class, i can speak like "OMG Asma', is that you talking? how on earth that your bristish accent is so strong" ---> berangan je lebih...kahkah.
So, Im going to my first english class tomorrow morning...I hope i can make friends there
Oh regarding my SV...he's kind and looks kinda a good supervisor insyallah that can guide me through this 3 years journey...and he loves dateline ok which means every task have their datelines...and my first task is to submit a critical review on my research by end of this Jan...and that makes two weeks more left :( Bestkan dah ade keje...ahaha
Ok, mom...bye bye...miss u...
Well, back to the story... We talked alot about 1 hour...opss...not 'we' but my supervisor who does the talking while i prefer nodding more and add some 'yeah', 'that make sense' and 'ok'. haha...i keep repeating the same words...i have no idea what to talk...i mean i have the idea but it seems kinda hard to deliver it... so, howwwwwwwwwwwwww? i cant keep nodding for the upcoming 3 years right? i do some of talking but i myself cant believe what crap im talking about...hoho... so, i took an inisiative to go for the english class held by my school on every friday and it's FREE :p and I'm bad in writing too... i hope after taking this class, i can speak like "OMG Asma', is that you talking? how on earth that your bristish accent is so strong" ---> berangan je lebih...kahkah.
So, Im going to my first english class tomorrow morning...I hope i can make friends there
Oh regarding my SV...he's kind and looks kinda a good supervisor insyallah that can guide me through this 3 years journey...and he loves dateline ok which means every task have their datelines...and my first task is to submit a critical review on my research by end of this Jan...and that makes two weeks more left :( Bestkan dah ade keje...ahaha
Ok, mom...bye bye...miss u...
Monday, January 10, 2011
A highly motivated message!!
Thanks for yr e-mail.
Your PhD program has now just started. Pls adopt with the environment
quickly. Don't be to emotional and reduce the number of calling home.
2. The time move soft fast, the spring is on the way and then summer.
in UK academicians go away in august and september. So you must make sure
that something has been achieved before August.
3. Therefore, you must produce your plan of work at least for this year of 2011.
4. Now, you must built condusive environment, network of researchers of your
area, know well students under Prof. Berrie.
5. Be strong and keep high motivation continuously.
Thank you.
Your PhD program has now just started. Pls adopt with the environment
quickly. Don't be to emotional and reduce the number of calling home.
2. The time move soft fast, the spring is on the way and then summer.
in UK academicians go away in august and september. So you must make sure
that something has been achieved before August.
3. Therefore, you must produce your plan of work at least for this year of 2011.
4. Now, you must built condusive environment, network of researchers of your
area, know well students under Prof. Berrie.
5. Be strong and keep high motivation continuously.
Thank you.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Coretan akhir tahun 2010
xkire2...kali ni wat n3 dlm bhs melayu je senang. sgt pelik kan. kat malaysia beriye la aku wat dlm b.i kan, dh smpai negara omputih, aku hentam pakai bm je...senang. haha... rindunye kat malaysia...ntahla...tatau nk kate feeling rase ape skng...sedih kot yg paling menguasai aku. mcm biasela aku kan. sedih je la memanjang tmbh2 jauh dr family. kwn pun xde. xde lg kwn2 yg boley ajak borak2, nk call, nk gosip2x...ah xde lagi. xjmpe lagi....aku ni dhla xreti nk kwn sgt. huhu...
alhamdulillah ramai sanak sedara yg menghantar. kata wana, mcm nk hntr org gi mekah. kalah family wana plus izal. hehehe... aku sgt terharu ngn kehadiran sanak sedara ke epot. tuhan je tahu betapa bersyukurnya aku di saat itu. pastu siap bg wang saku lagi. huhu... insyallah sy akan belajar baik2 di sini dan cepat2 habiskan. Ya Allah mudahkanlah urusanku. awal2 pg diorang dh bangun...kul 4 am kot....sian mereka. pastu, salam2 sume sedara, peluk cium adik2 pastu n umi n abah (boleh ke nangis mase tulih ni, walhal kat epot x nangis pun...nangis dlm hati je umi abah sbb xley nangis nnti umi abah mesti risau kan:( .....
suara abah dh sebak...umi dh nagis mase tu....aduh... alhamdulillah xdela nangis...wat kuat ni...kalo ikutkan hati mau x nangis! haha...pastu turun escalator...naik shuttlebas sbb train tgh renovate (ade ke time2 kau nk g renovate, x merase nek train...huhu)....pastu lambai2 kat sume...mcm dlm drama plak rase...
pastu atas kapal terbang duduk kat tepi tingkap. kalo mase naik air asia, tggnu--->k.l---->tggnu mestila rase mcm sonok thp x ingt sbb dpt duduk tepi tingkap (ley kire kot bape kali je dpt duduk tepi tingkap). tp lupe, naik flight 13 jam duk tepi tingkap sgt la x best. Sebab, susah la nk kuar masuk. dahla kebetulan kapal terbang yg naik tu penuh ngn mat salleh, mcm naik kapal diorang je padahal aku naik MAS kot. yg duduk sebelah aku, kapel mat salleh. hmm....nasib badanla asma' oii...paramugari MAS mcm suke layan mat saleh lebih dr aku je gaya. haha...perasaan aku je kot. sib baik ade pramugara yg baik hati. slalu gak tanye aku ok ke tak sepanjang 13 hours dlm flight tu. siap sembang2 mase nk turun kapal terbang bile dh landed kat heathrow. haha... fmily die siap wakil australia for badminton...aku pun tatau sejauh mane kebenarannya...haha. die kate kat malaysia xde peluang, so cr peluang di tempat lain. barula aku rase mcm aku naik kapal negara sendiri kan.... lupe nk cite bout mknn, hmm makanan nmpk mcm best, xpi kalo mkn sorang2 sume bende pun xbest kan....eh ke x? so, bg la pape pun kat aku mase tu, sume aku mkn mcm xrase pape....huhu. n 13 jam tu sgt la lameeeeeeeeeeee....puas dh aku main game kat atas kpl terbang tu, tgk cite, dgr mengaji (ade ayat2 Al-Quran atas kpl..menarik kan) tgk cite mawi, etc....xsampai2 jgk. tido xyah ckpla...bape kali kot aku tido...
akhirnya sampai jgk kat bumi uk jam 3.30pm waktu UK. heathrow mase tu baru bukak lepas tutup sehari sbb snow lebat. putih je aku nmpk heathrow. kalo ijau pelik la pulakkan...mestila tu kat somewhere else..uganda ke...nepal ke...ape aku merepek ni...ahaha. gelak sorang2. turun2 tu g imigresen security...tmpt nk cop2 passport...cuak gak...manela tau die mintak ape2, aku xde bende die mintak. pastu sampaila giliran aku nk cop passport...die tnyela student kat uni mane, wat bidang ape...so, jwbla. pastu, die suh aku g health check up. cess...kene gak. so, alhamdulillah aku dh bwk siap2 x-ray n medical check up. so, skjp je la. pastu g cop lagi skali. pahtu, mase dh nk siap die kate "u dont look like 26, well all the best for your study". dlm hati aku, maksudnya muke aku lagi tua dr 26, atau lg muda?? pkcik itu telah membuat aku bermain dengan persoalan hati....
dh cop2 passport, kenela gi amik luggage aku yg berat x hengat tu...xla berat pun...adela 22.4kg ke 24.7kg...haha...no xdekat langsung. amik2 beg je, lalu la kat lorong no goods to be declare...so lalu la....alhamdulillah tiada sebarang penahanan luggage utk di check. so, lepasla segala mcm brg makanan...
kuar2 je, dah ade adik2 tu tunggu. alhamdulillah. pastu adik2 tu bwk ke rumah mereka. so, jadilah aku duduk sementara di sini.
esoknye, terus g uni register student card ditemani oleh farah :) Adik yg sgt baik hati. Bwk aku g shopping sume. Beli sume kelengkapan. So, aku pun mula mengemas. oh lupe, dh sampai airport, aku call la rumah, sorang pun xangkat. Call hp pun xangkat. rupe2nye sume dh tido kepenatan sbb bangun awal pg kan nk hantar aku walaupun kat malaysia baru pukul 1am...hehe. baru ok...haha. awal2 pg esoknya, terus call umi n abah. abah terus sujud syukur sbb aku dh selamat sampai...epah bgtau la...umi nangis bile dgr suara anak die ni...hehe. (ala..ni malas tulis entri mcm ni...mesti ingt umi n abah :(
Ok, pastu 25hb hingga 1hb aku g jln2 UK...sbb ade boxing day....mcm2 tmpat la pegi. sgt2 la seronok....
lepastu, 4 hb start training prog utk postgrad school aku. boleh x aku nangis mase 1st day lepas balik dr postgrad training. what-the-what betol...haha...mcm budak tadika...budak tadika pun x mcm ni...hahaha. aku cume rase mcm terkejut. sbb sume lain. environment lain. kelas aku tu sume omputih hokay. esoknye baru aku cube berbual ngn mereka. kene tegor dulu rupenya. haha...adela kwn ngn italy, negro kot...tu pun sekadar formal...haha. seminggu kot training yg buhsan itu...training tu best je sbnrnye tp sbb aku xde kwn jd mcm xbpe nk best...training tu smbng lg khamis ni...hoho
nak g school aku tu, kene naik bas. dlm 20 minit jgk...jauh kan? haha. kalo main campus, 1 minit je dr rumah aku skng. sbb school aku tu kat hospital. bajet mcm budak medic la kan. dh jmpe dh ngn sv mase 4hb tu. rase mcm die ok...doa2lah die akan sentiasa ok begitu...die nmpk sgt10x kurus dr gmbr. aku pun ade hrpn mcm tu kot lepas dh work under supervision die nnti...ini sgt menarik...haha....oh ya, sume postgrad akan dpt satu laptop or desktop...kene choose. aku ingtkan dpt both...gile tamak...
so, mcm tu la serba sedikit kisah aku yg x bape nk best kat sini. sume tulih laju je nih. tulih tanpa pengolahan bahasa yg menarik pun. main tulih ikut yang teringat je. hehe...takut x tulih nnti, sampi bile pun x tulih. oh ya, lupe juga dh masuk tahun baru 2011. sekejap je dh masuk thn baru. umur pun dh meningkat!! haha...
p/s: byk mende x terbuat2 lg--> bile nk start hafal quran???
alhamdulillah ramai sanak sedara yg menghantar. kata wana, mcm nk hntr org gi mekah. kalah family wana plus izal. hehehe... aku sgt terharu ngn kehadiran sanak sedara ke epot. tuhan je tahu betapa bersyukurnya aku di saat itu. pastu siap bg wang saku lagi. huhu... insyallah sy akan belajar baik2 di sini dan cepat2 habiskan. Ya Allah mudahkanlah urusanku. awal2 pg diorang dh bangun...kul 4 am kot....sian mereka. pastu, salam2 sume sedara, peluk cium adik2 pastu n umi n abah (boleh ke nangis mase tulih ni, walhal kat epot x nangis pun...nangis dlm hati je umi abah sbb xley nangis nnti umi abah mesti risau kan:( .....
suara abah dh sebak...umi dh nagis mase tu....aduh... alhamdulillah xdela nangis...wat kuat ni...kalo ikutkan hati mau x nangis! haha...pastu turun escalator...naik shuttlebas sbb train tgh renovate (ade ke time2 kau nk g renovate, x merase nek train...huhu)....pastu lambai2 kat sume...mcm dlm drama plak rase...
pastu atas kapal terbang duduk kat tepi tingkap. kalo mase naik air asia, tggnu--->k.l---->tggnu mestila rase mcm sonok thp x ingt sbb dpt duduk tepi tingkap (ley kire kot bape kali je dpt duduk tepi tingkap). tp lupe, naik flight 13 jam duk tepi tingkap sgt la x best. Sebab, susah la nk kuar masuk. dahla kebetulan kapal terbang yg naik tu penuh ngn mat salleh, mcm naik kapal diorang je padahal aku naik MAS kot. yg duduk sebelah aku, kapel mat salleh. hmm....nasib badanla asma' oii...paramugari MAS mcm suke layan mat saleh lebih dr aku je gaya. haha...perasaan aku je kot. sib baik ade pramugara yg baik hati. slalu gak tanye aku ok ke tak sepanjang 13 hours dlm flight tu. siap sembang2 mase nk turun kapal terbang bile dh landed kat heathrow. haha... fmily die siap wakil australia for badminton...aku pun tatau sejauh mane kebenarannya...haha. die kate kat malaysia xde peluang, so cr peluang di tempat lain. barula aku rase mcm aku naik kapal negara sendiri kan.... lupe nk cite bout mknn, hmm makanan nmpk mcm best, xpi kalo mkn sorang2 sume bende pun xbest kan....eh ke x? so, bg la pape pun kat aku mase tu, sume aku mkn mcm xrase pape....huhu. n 13 jam tu sgt la lameeeeeeeeeeee....puas dh aku main game kat atas kpl terbang tu, tgk cite, dgr mengaji (ade ayat2 Al-Quran atas kpl..menarik kan) tgk cite mawi, etc....xsampai2 jgk. tido xyah ckpla...bape kali kot aku tido...
akhirnya sampai jgk kat bumi uk jam 3.30pm waktu UK. heathrow mase tu baru bukak lepas tutup sehari sbb snow lebat. putih je aku nmpk heathrow. kalo ijau pelik la pulakkan...mestila tu kat somewhere else..uganda ke...nepal ke...ape aku merepek ni...ahaha. gelak sorang2. turun2 tu g imigresen security...tmpt nk cop2 passport...cuak gak...manela tau die mintak ape2, aku xde bende die mintak. pastu sampaila giliran aku nk cop passport...die tnyela student kat uni mane, wat bidang ape...so, jwbla. pastu, die suh aku g health check up. cess...kene gak. so, alhamdulillah aku dh bwk siap2 x-ray n medical check up. so, skjp je la. pastu g cop lagi skali. pahtu, mase dh nk siap die kate "u dont look like 26, well all the best for your study". dlm hati aku, maksudnya muke aku lagi tua dr 26, atau lg muda?? pkcik itu telah membuat aku bermain dengan persoalan hati....
dh cop2 passport, kenela gi amik luggage aku yg berat x hengat tu...xla berat pun...adela 22.4kg ke 24.7kg...haha...no xdekat langsung. amik2 beg je, lalu la kat lorong no goods to be declare...so lalu la....alhamdulillah tiada sebarang penahanan luggage utk di check. so, lepasla segala mcm brg makanan...
kuar2 je, dah ade adik2 tu tunggu. alhamdulillah. pastu adik2 tu bwk ke rumah mereka. so, jadilah aku duduk sementara di sini.
esoknye, terus g uni register student card ditemani oleh farah :) Adik yg sgt baik hati. Bwk aku g shopping sume. Beli sume kelengkapan. So, aku pun mula mengemas. oh lupe, dh sampai airport, aku call la rumah, sorang pun xangkat. Call hp pun xangkat. rupe2nye sume dh tido kepenatan sbb bangun awal pg kan nk hantar aku walaupun kat malaysia baru pukul 1am...hehe. baru ok...haha. awal2 pg esoknya, terus call umi n abah. abah terus sujud syukur sbb aku dh selamat sampai...epah bgtau la...umi nangis bile dgr suara anak die ni...hehe. (ala..ni malas tulis entri mcm ni...mesti ingt umi n abah :(
Ok, pastu 25hb hingga 1hb aku g jln2 UK...sbb ade boxing day....mcm2 tmpat la pegi. sgt2 la seronok....
lepastu, 4 hb start training prog utk postgrad school aku. boleh x aku nangis mase 1st day lepas balik dr postgrad training. what-the-what betol...haha...mcm budak tadika...budak tadika pun x mcm ni...hahaha. aku cume rase mcm terkejut. sbb sume lain. environment lain. kelas aku tu sume omputih hokay. esoknye baru aku cube berbual ngn mereka. kene tegor dulu rupenya. haha...adela kwn ngn italy, negro kot...tu pun sekadar formal...haha. seminggu kot training yg buhsan itu...training tu best je sbnrnye tp sbb aku xde kwn jd mcm xbpe nk best...training tu smbng lg khamis ni...hoho
nak g school aku tu, kene naik bas. dlm 20 minit jgk...jauh kan? haha. kalo main campus, 1 minit je dr rumah aku skng. sbb school aku tu kat hospital. bajet mcm budak medic la kan. dh jmpe dh ngn sv mase 4hb tu. rase mcm die ok...doa2lah die akan sentiasa ok begitu...die nmpk sgt10x kurus dr gmbr. aku pun ade hrpn mcm tu kot lepas dh work under supervision die nnti...ini sgt menarik...haha....oh ya, sume postgrad akan dpt satu laptop or desktop...kene choose. aku ingtkan dpt both...gile tamak...
so, mcm tu la serba sedikit kisah aku yg x bape nk best kat sini. sume tulih laju je nih. tulih tanpa pengolahan bahasa yg menarik pun. main tulih ikut yang teringat je. hehe...takut x tulih nnti, sampi bile pun x tulih. oh ya, lupe juga dh masuk tahun baru 2011. sekejap je dh masuk thn baru. umur pun dh meningkat!! haha...
p/s: byk mende x terbuat2 lg--> bile nk start hafal quran???
Just an update
It was a countless times that I ended up closing back my blog with no entry updates. I dont know where to get started as there's a lot of stories to be told. Well, now I'm in UK. There are mixture of feelings right now...haha. will be continue later... haha
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