It's good to blog

i blog when i'm usually in a bad mood
or when i'm in a stressful stage
it is so rare for me to blog when i'm in a happy mode
so,
there u have
a blog with all emotional, low motivation, self-destruction, etc entries

but,

sometimes it's kinda good to have a blog
at least u can spill out all your problems
even though ppl wont bother to read it
it has it's own therapeutic effect on me
i just dont like to burden others with all my silly problems
ehh...but sometimes i do (or most of the times? ahaha)
sometimes, i can scrutinize myself calmly
and try to figure out ways
to solve all my problems
during blogging




Yosh...babai

Down to earth??

blog, i hate myself for being too easily depressed. i can get myself easily down. 'down' in my dictionary means really really down where everything around me will become gloomy and miserable. and yes, i am so down at this right moment. i am down because of just few small stupid things (mind your language) which is not something normal people will even bother to be depressed of. am i not normal here? uwaa.... i know it is not easy to get what u wanna want but it's that i wanna want!! (sentence seems weirdo, huh). as-sobrun minal iman dear. it's easy to say...hoho. it comes back to our iman. why i am depressed? first and foremost, it's about my thesis. i've done the correction but then *&&^@@$#$#%$^%^ happened. second, because ^*$%#^%&%^*@ and last because *&(&^*%$%$&. and those were the reasons... just those from pluto can only understand this language. yup, i'm from pluto not from mars or venus.

this is totally a rambling crap.

a brand new world

"Four things do not come back: the spoken word, the sped arrow, the past life, and the neglected opportunity". ----Arabic proverb

so, grab the opportunity and fight till the last blood...ehh..is it right?

blog, i'm in a new brand world right now. i'm starting to enjoy it. i've met new colleagues and found new friends. i loved some of the foods there; there's pari goreng. crabs with salted egg, sotong goreng, nasi minyak, nasi kerabu, nasi lemak berlauk, nasi dagang, all served for breakfast, and many more. and kopok leko is a must. i dont know whether i can diet there. i didnt bring my cam along to take pictures of it. next time maybe...

but the best part is, i have my own office...haha. a nice one. i loved it.

this n3 is totally nonsense. it just my own way to push away my bored-ness

but bangi will always remain the best forever....

i'm not a crybaby...or am i?

uwaa....

i miss home so much
but i'll never will ever tell them that
i feel like calling them
but i can't
if i called
everything will burst out
yeah...

i miss my friends
i miss my car

even though i put a big smile on my face
but the real fact is
i truly miss home
please Ya Allah
gimme strength

and now,
i'm in another confusion state
to go for it or to leave it...
hmm...

wow blog, i'm already being here for 6 days

n3 ringkas n padat

alhamdulillah.............

syukur sgt2x pdNya
aku dh lulus ngn minor correction

mekasih umi n abah
adik2
jiran2

time kasih kat SV and Co-Sv
mekasih sbb sume dtg mase viva
terharu~~

thnks kwn2 sume
yg telah byk menyokong
memberikan kate2 perangsang
sayang korang sume

smlm adlh hr terindah buatku
2 april 2010
rase cam melayang-layang pun ade
mcm x percaye pun ade
ahaha...


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