Lelah

setelah sekian lama tak merasai kelelahan yg teramat, hari ini cukup terasa... entah mengapa hati dan otak berbicara bahasa yang sama... dua dua terasa kian lelah.. akal cuba berfikir dan dipaksa berfikir... hingga rasa terbitnya kekurangan atau ketiadaan langsung daya taakulan.. sesungguhnya ilmu-Mu sangat luas.. aku yang lemah ini benar benar rasa kerdil

Aku benar benar berharap segala ilmu ini didasari atas niat keranaMu..

Moga segalanya baik baik belaka...

Ya Ghaffur... Ampuni segala dosa dosaku dan sahabat sahabatku agar kami tak terhijab dengan cahaya ilmuMu... Amin ya Rabalalamin :'(




7.15pm
Hartley Library, Southampton

Ketinggian iman di waktu musim panas di luar negara

em.. tak taula

nak tau jgk

apa agaknya khabar iman para lelaki muslim di waktu musim panas


memasing kat sini macam takmau nk pakai baju la

Selamat Hari Ummi

Thank you Allah for the upon greatest gift in my life...
Thank you for giving me the chance to taste the love from a mom
I am deeply truly feel grateful for what you had give me.. sometimes I do really take granted for what I have
As I grow up, I began to realize that not everyone have the chance of being loved by a mom
My tears rolled down as I read through newspaper each day, baby being dumped in the most disgusted place
Thank you Allah for not just giving me a mom, but an extraordinary mom
Thank you for bearing with all eight of us
Thank you for your patient
At this point of age, I do often think a lot
How would my life be without you
But I need to be prepared
That each of us will soon go
It's either me or you
But mom,
I will try to be a good solehah daughter so that you won't be accused in hereafter for any of my wrongdoings
My prayers is 24/7 for you ummi and abah



#truefriend

I will miss UK

The memoirs of 3 years and a half months will be missed indeed... Thank you Allah for giving me a chance to study abroad. Thank you Allah for everything... I will always try to upgrade my eeman inshaAllah...



sayonara!!

Learning to adapt with a cheaper skin regime

Since I'm going back to Malaysia in a few weeks time, I had already taught my face to truly accept the cheaper skin care. I used to wear clinique but since I've already ran-out of it, I bought myself simple skincare!! a set of clinique cost me £70 ++ while a set of simple only cost me £4 ++. What a totally big differences!! I had used clinique as my skin was really deteriorated during my 1st year. I had tried so many products that seems not working for me until I came across clinique. From that day, clinique was my bff. hehe... but now, I shift myself to simple skincare as I don't think I can afford to buy it in Malaysia and perhaps my skin will be working well in Malaysia ... (what do i mean by working well??).. but the main reason for buying simple is the result of having few pounds left for these few weeks left!! (trying to get a sympathy.. muahaha.. )


honestly,


I can't wait to get home!!




and with all due respect, I can no longer bear living here