Thursday, May 1, 2014

I will miss UK

The memoirs of 3 years and a half months will be missed indeed... Thank you Allah for giving me a chance to study abroad. Thank you Allah for everything... I will always try to upgrade my eeman inshaAllah...



sayonara!!



Learning to adapt with a cheaper skin regime

Since I'm going back to Malaysia in a few weeks time, I had already taught my face to truly accept the cheaper skin care. I used to wear clinique but since I've already ran-out of it, I bought myself simple skincare!! a set of clinique cost me £70 ++ while a set of simple only cost me £4 ++. What a totally big differences!! I had used clinique as my skin was really deteriorated during my 1st year. I had tried so many products that seems not working for me until I came across clinique. From that day, clinique was my bff. hehe... but now, I shift myself to simple skincare as I don't think I can afford to buy it in Malaysia and perhaps my skin will be working well in Malaysia ... (what do i mean by working well??).. but the main reason for buying simple is the result of having few pounds left for these few weeks left!! (trying to get a sympathy.. muahaha.. )


honestly,


I can't wait to get home!!




and with all due respect, I can no longer bear living here




Saturday, April 26, 2014

I dont know

In my head right now, I have no idea at all what to jot down. I just simply logged in and push my finger tips to start typing anything. I just need to get something written down for the sake of my friend that keep visiting my blog. I don't want her/him to get frustrated over the hiatus blog entries. Well, basically, I have 2 months left before going back for good. I had over push my limit I think in the past few weeks. The consequence was that I loose my motivation in the last couple of days. But now, I'm standing back firmly. I will try to finish chapter 6 in next week. In early May, do the last chapter. in second week of May, start to do the corrections. Oh, when is this going to end??





Mom, can I just go back home?

I miss you and dad.





Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Thursday, February 6, 2014

sleepy

cmneeeeeee ni!! ngntuk x abes abes


tension la



sbb ngntuk


sedih rase sbb ngntuk


tatau nk psg lagu ape


psg lagu jiwang kang hati berjiwang jiwang plak


psg lagu omputih

bingit plak telinge

psg ramli sarip


sampai terngntuk ngntuk ni


psg lagu nasyeed

terikot2 plak


sbb dh hapai kan

psg alunan zikir

dah 4 hari playlist same kan


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...


tp sbb dh ngntuk kan

mcm mcm la alasan aku kann


skrng playlist tgh lagu isabella


btw sejak 4 hr lepas duk psg lagu nadamurni

hmm... tak pasal2 aku duk baca bingkisan hidup al-arqam

aku tetibe keliru

aku tak tau kisah sbnr yg berlaku

were they falsely accused ?

hmmm...

was it part of political agenda?

hmm...


kenapa ek kalo tulis blog x mengantuk macam tulis tesis

debushhh diri sendiri


boleh ke aku nk siap mcm ni??!!



btw, kepada bakal suami saya

mengertilah penat nya membuat phd ni

terpaksa berjauahn dgn famili satu

lps tu hari hari mengadap bende yg sama

once dah buat

x boleh patah balik

heavy rain ke, freezing cold snow ke, hot summer weather ke,

still kene harung bende same

tp pikir balik

ni kejap je

eh ape ntah motif ayat ayat ni

tade thesis statement lngsung

berterabur...


ok laa... oh kpd bakal suami

jmpe nnt didepan tok kadi

inshaAllah :)

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

nk kurus tp mkn byk n x buat sebarang exercise

tangga kejayaan utk gemuk adalah mkn byk dan x exercise... kalo gemuk tu diletakkan sbg target, pasti mudah dn rmai gile yg gemuk... tp seperti biase, utk mendapat sesuatu bkn senang... w'pun bunyi dia cliche, tp mmg benar, utk raih sesuatu perkara perlukan usaha.. bknnya senang2 nk dpt... dah kalo nk kurus, kene la buat sesuatu... ok perkara pertama, control pemakanan dah start buat smlm.. kalo setiap hr melantak nasi mcm x ingt... smlm dh control mkn dgn ambil less than segenggam tgn. plus bykkn sayur n lauk. smlm beli byk giler buah. tu dh start dr dua minggu lepas. sbb slalu cepat lapar... jd biase mkn roti ke crisps ke coklat ke.. skng dh gnti dgn buah...


yg tang exercise tu payah sket... tali skipping dh beli.. x jump jump lagi... squat exercise pun dh blaja.. x pi x buat buat lg... tunggu ape ntah xtau... malas x hengat...



Thursday, January 30, 2014

Going to london

Yahoooo!! I'm going to visit London in two more days... I am so excited as I have not yet truly explored the city of London... I have not even have chance to land my eyes on London's landmarks ... buckingham palace erm many more... and most exciting part is the foods awaiting!! lobstersss yummehh... and most important, to spend a quality time with my good buddy ;)

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Fear

I am bored to death ... not that i have nothing to do... what i explicitly mean is that i am bored with all these writings.... i am mentally exhausted... i can't wait to finish all these... i am literally tired... please somebody understand me... i am writing this without having any intention to write up a proper entry.. it is just another random crap entry as to fill my gap of boredom..

i am utterly anxious looking forward to april, may and june... see you inshaAllah

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Jgnlah jd seperti ini

bunga tanjung bunga melati, 
kembang tujuh di bulan terang, 
tinggi gunung sama di daki, 
di kala jatuh mengapa seorang.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Hari ni 500+ words

Hari ni mcm tulis agak byk. Sebab dapat support dari mak sendiri yg memang realitinya berada di sisi di UK ini. Yahuuu....


Ehehe...



Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Haish lama dah x update

Bukanla sibuk apa pun... tp lupe yg ad blog. smlm jmpa sv. kali ni lama jgk gap x jmpa. biasa, tiap2 minggu jmpa. tp sbb demam dan kali ini task adalah key-in data, maka ada la excuse tamau jmp lg. jd smlm jmpe. ad la beberapa perkara yg dibincangkan.


continue jap lg k :)

--- motipp sgt kn nk to be continue

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Tadaa II ...



Tadaa...

Ini dia schedule saya yg baru!!


hrp lepas ni saya x lost in my own world sangat. lps dmm ritu, bape hr dah lost track research sendiri.. huhu