Emo

buat phd sangat tak best. nak kemas baju balik malaysia je rase. makin memuncak rase itu bile x faham ape yang dibuat. haih~ gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Amani

Amani 

Tangisan sanubari telah terhenti Kala suram suria memancar sinarnya Pertemuan seindah bayangan firdausi 

Menjadi zikir kasih yang suci

Lukisan dua jiwa menjadi satu Terkenang detik bertemunya kau dan aku Santun berhikmah mengingatkan diri 

Hidup dan mati hanya untuk Ilahi

Mengenggam janji cinta ini Bertemu kasih tanpa jasad Bicara tanpa suara 

Hanya tulisan bahasa indah

Mengeratkan antara kita 

Hinggalah ke akhirnya

Kau ku sanjung kerna pengorbanan Bagai puteri di kayangan Tika ku lesu hadapi hidup Kau hembuskan nafas semangat 

Penawar hati

Lagu: AMAR 

Lirik: AMAR

Resemblance

I was totally like this fellow guy for the last couple of days... and I did not do anything! But, I still did my pleasant shopping spree...gagaga...


The end.

I wish...

I wish I do have a summer sale repellent layered over me right now! I am so addicted to shopping. I am not just doing a mundane window shopping but I really do a massive extravaganza shopping here. At a point, I felt guilty that I said this will gonna be the last time but than that wish just left as a wish as I saw a huge reduce price!! I think I made a great progress in shopping rather than my study here. Huhu...

This is a such a serious problem here as I am not going to make any savings here. I need to have savings as I do not know what will happen in the future! But how, I can't stop myself from buying things with red-tag-70%-discount-sale! It is so tempting that I could go back to the shop a day after if I did not buy the goods which appeared in my sleep (a bit exaggerate here...ahaha). Or even worse, I do the on-line shopping if the items is not in-store. Serious aint I?? huhu....

Clarks -- reduced price that you can get a shoe just for £12 ++ when the original price was £40 ++, La Senza lingeries just for £5 ?? Not to mention Gap, Nike, etc. And then you have the charity shop to spoil yourself.

Well, this entry is totally for Noorhafhizah... hehe. You better be prepared! Don't do so much shopping in Malaysia, as you will absolutely can DO IT a lot here... but do bear in mind, saving is so damn important!

p.s. a quite long hibernation in blogging and studying too :(

The end.

Jap lg nak update post baru

lame dah x update... sian blog

Battle of the day!

I am seriously battling with myself right now!! I can't even focus on what I'm doing... Haihla... Can't someone just do the Phd for me??

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I am back!

I am back to the reality of the hassle hectic world of mine. Just arrived back to Southampton yesterday. What a long journey.

It all started from Southampton -- London -- Turkey -- London -- Newcastle -- London -- Southampton. I will tell the details later :)

See 'ya

A soft reminder

If you read or hear any news either through the mass media, internet or anywhere do take it as a pinch of salt. You need to think wisely before grabbing and put it in your pocket...

ps. this was actually a post that was forgot to be published a few days before I went to Turkey :|

Relief

I am a bit relief after sending a brief report to my supervisor today and also after I've got the permission for few days leave. Alhamdulillah.

Blank = Blur = Writer's block?

I'm so in a tense situation right now. I'm still not finish with my work here and I have like just three more days. This is so nerve-racking that drove me a bit mad! So, I end up eating a home-made hot-spicy-curry noodle (instant maggie noodle to be exact here...heheh). I am grateful that I still can enjoy eating!!!

Well, thinking back of those couple years back, all I did was studying and studying. Alhamdulillah I have the opportunity to do that and I don't believe that I've been through all of this. Even though sometimes the tiresome and tiredness of studying do arose, but the satisfaction at the end is worth paying for. The journey towards it already brought valuable memories either it was a significant one or just a bunch of hodge-podge memories. Everything do account in my journey here.

Isn't it great if writing for an academic purpose is simple like writing in here where I can just simply pour my insights and thoughts without any formal writing!

Better go now as I am going to city to celebrate my house-mate's birthday.

See ya.

Enduring the pain

The aftermath of a dreadful trip to Cornwall, I am suffering a massive of laziness that you cant imagine!! Cornwall was great but our timing was not that great....everything was cloudy...the inevitable change of the sky due to the volcanic explosion in the north.


Well, I'm not going to traversed back talking about that trip as i'm interested more in writing down bout my research...eheh.


But I can't help myself sharing my excitement about the Britain's Got Talent final yesterday. I followed the whole episode like I was into it more than I was into my research. I wish I did my research in reality tv show. But just a few seconds ago, I just felt not to share.


Huh? Well do you guys know that US have recently demolished their food pyramid and replaced it with a plate guide? Well I don’t know too IF it wasn’t told by my supervisor. It was officially to be demolished on the 2nd June which happened to be last Thursday.


That was quite shocking news for me as it was part of my research and I was just about to criticize on the effectiveness of the food pyramid and then, it was officially demolished! Oh then it made my research easier as US the world top leader has already eliminated the food pyramid and it surely be followed by other countries too, right? And Malaysia will absolutely follow what US has done without any hesitation. Or is it not?


Why on earth did they get rid of the food pyramid? There’s a lot of justification for it. If you really like really want to know about it, check this awesome link; http://www.wphna.org/2011_june_hp0_food_pyramid.htm

La Tahzan

Jangan bersedih, meskipun kau merasa sangat sakit dengan apa yang dikatakan orang lain terhadapmu..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun apa yang dibuat belum membuahkan hasil yang memuaskan untuk dirimu..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun tatkala orang lain memandang rendah terhadap kemampuan yang kau miliki...

Jangan bersedih, meskipun engkau telah banyak kali terjatuh dan tersungkur sehingga hendak menangis..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun banyak onak duri yang menjadi rintangan dalam mencapai apa yang kau inginkan..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun saat itu kau merasa tersisih dari kehidupanmu..

Kerana ketahuilah, apa yang kau lakukan itu, jika bersedih, tidak akan membuahkan hasil,
tidak akan boleh merubah apa – apa pun menjadi lebih baik,
bersedih tidak akan menghilangkan sakit hatimu,
bersedih tidak akan menghasilkan kerja yang memuaskan,
bersedih tidak membuat orang memandang hormat kepadamu,
bersedih tidak membantumu untuk tidak terjatuh lagi,
bersedih tidak menghilangkan rintangan yang kau hadapi, dan
bersedih juga tidak membuat mu boleh diterima didalam lingkunganmu...hidup ini memang penuh dengan cubaan yang harus dihadapi,
tetapi yakinkanlah dari dalam lubuk hatimu,
bahawa Allah tidak akan menguji seseorang melebihi kemampuan dirinya,
Yakinlah setelah gelap pasti terang akan menjelang..




Ujian dan cubaan yang diberikan kepada kita, kepahitan dan keperitan yang kita rasai,
pasti ada makna disebalik itu semua,
Cuma bagaimana cara kita untuk mensyukurinya..




Jika ini ketentuan Allah,
mari kita cuba tabahkan hati,
kerana pasti tersirat sesuatu di balik yang tersurat itu…
kerana kita manusia biasa,
tidak terdaya memikirkan apakah hikmahnya..


apakah rahsianya...hidup ini terus berputar!
tiada masa untuk berlengah!
tiada masa untuk berpatah!




mari kita kuatkan hati yang serapuh kaca ini,
salutkan bersama doa tulus suci,
kerana doa itu tersimpan satu kekuatan,
kekuatan dari yang Empunya segalanya...Dan pastinya dunia bukan milik kita, untuk kita atur segalanya,
kerana takdir itu mengatasi tadbir…
tadbir dari manusia yang lemah,
takdir dari Tuhan Yang Maha Mencipta,




Simpan segala pahit dan duka, dalam surat kehidupan ini,
yang penuh sirat pengajaran.
disebalik yang terjadi pasti ada yang terjanji termateri sesuatu yang pasti jika kau ridha akan ketentuan Ilahi..
Siapa yang berbaik sangka kepada Penguasa ‘Arasy dia akan memetik manisnya buah yang dpetik di tengah tengah pohon berduri..

"Pimpinlah kami dalam menjalani kehidupan fana ini dengan kasih sayangMU yang tiada batasannnya.."

Sumber: La Tahzan Sahabat! | Paradigma MUKMIN http://akuislam.com/blog/renungan/la-tahzan-sahabat/#ixzz1Nx6pl2ZT 

Told 'ya

Is it good to act like that??? It bitterly hurts... I'll never be that nice to anyone after this... It do hurts when people do not appreciate what you have done to them. You're act is so irrelevant and I could not tolerate with you any more. Don't you have heart?? Can't you feel the cause that you have done to me? It truly hurts like rubbing salt in the wound. I surely wont be nice after this....................... I really wish that I am with my family now T_T

photo credit to saleem vekay 

but life must go on...aint we have bigger role to do here in this small small world...

photo credit to saleem vekay

Going to Cornwall

Despite the volcano that recently exploded in the north of UK, it never despair us from giving up our trip to Cornwall tomorrow. May Allah ease our journey and fill it with barakah. Cornwall was said to have a nice scenary! Well let the pictures tell us later. I have to go to sleep now. Bye.

Met him

I've done meeting with my supervisor and alhamdulillah everything went great. He gave me a clearer insight of the vague writing Ive made. He want to see me back in a couple of weeks later. And where am I at that time? Turkey. ahaha. So, what I need to do is doing the work immediately!!