Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Raya 2012

hokay hokay...raya tahun ni lain sgt sgt berbanding 28 tahun hidup ni...amaaa...dah 28 tahun?? gulp... kejapnye umur maken bertambah...adeh..adeh...byk bende x tercapai lagi ni... pertamanya, hmm..tayah ckp pun, korang dh dpt teka ape...kann...pastu makin bertambah umur ni hopefully main bertambahla amal ibadat bukannya menabung dosa... eh aku nk citer pasal raya kan sebenarnya

nk citer pasal ramadhan byk sgt... biarla org lain dh citer sume. raya kali ini buat PERTAMA kalinya dlm hidup x raya ngn family. dahla x raya ngn familykan raya kat negara org pulak tu. negara bukan islam. tp aku rasa kemeriahannya tetap ade cume feeling raya bersama famili tu lain lah. nk describe pun tatau cmne. tp aku takla teruja sgt utk smbutan raya ni sbb keterujaan aku lebih pada nak siapkan tesis aku ni...huwaaa. aku dah nk trnsfer tesis ni bykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lagi la x siap. dah bedebar debar dah aku ni. mujur time ni sv aku cuti tiga minggu g south africa. kurang sket tekanan hidup w'pun sv aku tadela nk menekan tp ketiadaan beliau lebih memudahkan aku utk pulun menyiapkan keje aku yg byk tergendala ni.

doakannn sayaaaa...

oh lupe

"SALAM AIDULFITRI 2012"

Monday, August 13, 2012

Sedih

Haihh tataula memang bila x boleh solat ni mula la emosi swing la n sikit sikit nk tacing la ape la... belajar pun sikit je dapat... tu pun mujur dpt sikit... bila dpt tau x boleh puasa 2-3 hari lepas, rase agak terkilan sbb dah ade target-target nk dicapai bulan puase ni... tp apakan daya Allah ada perancanganNya... sebagai hamba kita harus syukur atas setiap sesuatu tu kan... ntahla tatau la raya kali ni mcm mana sambutan... tp apa pun yg penting ramadhan kali ni mcm mane? adakah lebih baik dari sebelum sebelumnya? Alhamdulillah kita sume masih diberi peluang utk merasa ramadhan kali ni.

Friday, May 18, 2012

Dateline

Just finished meeting my SV today. And I have so limited times to do all my work. Adehhh...






Rio de Janeiro


Hi again. I'll try to finish what I've left in the previous entry

27/04/2012
The conference started in the morning.




28/04/2012
I presented in the afternoon.





29/04/2012
In the evening went to Copacabana beach






30/04/2012
Last day of conference. Went back to London at night



Saturday, May 12, 2012

Counting days to go back home

I was smiling like crazily while I'm writing this entry. I can't wait for that moment to come!


I am bit drowsy or perhaps sleepy in another terms that suits me best. It has been 2 weeks since I came back from Rio de Janeiro. And I think it was the best ever conference I had attended so far. Eventhough I didn't like much the environment, but I enjoy so much the conference. I met and build up new research networking that really helps my Ph.D. study. Let me tell bits of the journey;

Day 1 (26/4/2012)
I depart from Heathrow around 2.00pm and arrive Rio at nearly 12.00midnight. I was still in a state where I did not believe that I'm going to Brazil. And to double it up, I was going by myself! The journey took me around 10 to 11 hours. It was a direct flight by British Airway airlines (the ticket flight was £700++, but phew it was sponsored). As the plane landed, I was relieved that everything was going smoothly. I headed to the Brazil border agency, and it was really quick. And the journey really began as I step out of the arrival gate. I took a taxi from the airport taxi counter as advised by the internet research that I have done. It cost me R$80 from airport to centro which was only a 30 - 40 minutes journey. What a money! On the way to the hotel, the taxi driver asked me (in portugese of course!) "Are you travelling by your own only?". I didnt know why did he asked that question until I see the city by myself. As I entered the city, it was like...
- will be continue -

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

A quick update

I haven't been updating the blog for quite a while. It's because I'm in a state of miserableness. What is the main reason for that? Just one! I have not yet finish my work. I'm going to a conference but yet not still prepared for the upcoming conference. Arghh.... suka hati jek x prepare mende mende. I'm lucky because it's just a short oral communication. I do hope that I can get fully participate can update my knowledge there.

But, last week was an awesome weekend! I had the chance to visit Amsterdam. I'll update the full story of Amsterdam later. Remind me if I forget to do it!









- love you mom! eh tetibe : (

sian abah tak mention nama dia. umi n abah, the one i love most after Allah and Rasul. Oh rindunya kat mereka. Saya sebenarnya rasa phd saya mcm tahpape. Kalaulah mereka sume mengerti...
Dulu mase master pon rase master tahpape. tapi alhamdulillah sume pon ok je. hopefully untuk phd ni pon same. kdg kdg rase x significant langsung ape yg saya buat ni. bila rase x significant mulalah rase nk stop buatlah, salahkan byk mendelah... kdg kdg terpikir, ape sumbangan kite. nape Allah letakkan kita di sini. tapi rasa nk balik tu makin kuat bile stresssss... stress ngn kementerian kesihatan yang kata nk bagi data, kensel tamau bagi pulak... ape kes?? bagi je la... bukankah benda baru dapat dipelajari bila berkongsi apa yang ada... tak pahammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... kan dah kata aku tension. balik dari brazil ni, nk siapkan at least part results n discussion utk transfer tesis. abis je raya kat malasyia, aku nk transfer tesis. lepas transfer plak nk analysed data baru (doalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah dapat dari moh) buat results pastu submit. pastu nak balik malaysia, nk ngajar anak anak bangsa!! tu je plan masa kini. ni tulisan terus dari hati tanpa akal

Thursday, March 29, 2012

What did I do today?

I did write another 250 words today. Many praise to Allah for giving me ideas and wills to write for today. I need to write more so that I can show it to my beloved SV. Speaking of him, I hadn't meet him yet this week. And, he also didn't ask me anything until to this end of day. Should I be relieved or should I not??







Up there, a picture to show how happy am I not to have a meeting with SV...


haiyaaa... ini olang manyak tilok, kije talak siap, itu pasal manyak happy talak jumpa sama itu SV   -__-!!

A sentence a day keeps Mr. Procrastination away!

Yes, yes and yes that I agree to the title hanging so-clearly up there. Yesterday, I had really make a firm-and-so-cool move to at least write a 300 words. That's ok what? (manglish...hehe) for a beginner. Today, I targeted myself for at least the same amount of words. I wish to target higher for 1000 words a day as advised by Rowena Murray but well of course, I'm trying to be realistic to myself. The thing that I most deplore in my attitude is procrastination and last minute work. But sometimes I do enjoy having datelines. Nothing takes the fun out of something you're passionate about as much as dateline!! PhD is going to be tough journey but that's the road you have taken.

I have some things to take care of;
1 - buy bus ticket to heathrow
2 - e-mail Dr Tee E Siong
3 - prepare slides for conference
4 - ask for travel advise from friend from brazil, from airport to hotel, and Brazil's simcard
5 - prepare abstract for faculty conference
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Bye guys.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

How do I look now?

This is my current mode face







This is eventually happening when it's time to read journals

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Entri menarik sebelum solat

Alhamdulillah sudah genap 15 bulan saya di bumi UK ini. Pelbagai perkara menarik, kurang menarik, pahit, manis, selama berada di sini dalam tempoh pengajian menyiapkan disertesi PhD saya. Saya sebenarnya kadang kadang atau lebih tepat lagi merasakan bahawa betapa kerdilnya saya untuk berdiri bersama mereka mereka yang hebat dalam proses pengajian PhD saya ini. Kadang kadang saya hilang arah dalam kajian saya sendiri ibarat kapal kehilangan arah punca angin yang mana boleh mendatangkan musibah kepada para pelayar. Kajian saya kini masih dalam proses merangkak rangkak. Kajian yang kini saya lakukan adalah untuk mereka bentuk atau membangunkan satu dietary guideline dari apa yang sedia ada. Nampak mudah bukan?

Mengapa saya ingin bangunkan benda yang sudah sedia ada? Ini kerana, dietary guideline yang sedia ada tidak menampakkan kesan secara signifikan pada tahap kesihatan keseluruhan populasi di Malaysia malah terdapat beberapa penyakit berkaitan diet meningkat dengan tingginya, iaitu, obesiti, diabetes, darah tinggi dan sebagainya. Tak caya tgk saya. Saya tahu makanan sihat, tp nape berat saya tetap meningkat?? peningss...

Oleh itu, peringkat pertama dalam kajian saya adalah menggunakan baseline data untuk membentuk model baru dan melihat sumbangan setiap nilai makanan kepada beberapa parameter terpilih; energy, added sugar, sodium, dietary fiber dan juga saturated fat. Model baru yang ingin dibangunkan adalah lebih memfokuskan kepada transisi makanan dari tahun tahun sebelumnya sehingga sekarang. Dan perkara utama yang ingin ditunjukkan adalah; perubahan corak pemakanan dari minimum makanan proses kepada ultra proses makanan. Apakah ultra proses makanan pula? Ringkasnya, adalah makanan yang diproses supaya boleh dimakan seperti nugget, sausage dan mcm mcm lagi.

Bilamana peringkat pertama selesai, saya akan menggunakan data sebenar (doakanlah bagi mudah untuk mendapatkannya, sekarang dlm proses untuk mendapatkannya) bagi mejayakan model didalam peringkat pertama dan di sini akan melibatkan semua contributing factors dalam pembentukan dietary guidelines yang baru. Sebenarnya banyak lagi akan diterangkan. Namun, saya harus menyahut seruan azan yang telah sebenarnya lama berkumandang.

Sekian, buat kali ini dari meja penulis.

Friday, March 16, 2012

It's Friday

It's Friday and I can't wait for the upcoming Maher Zain concert in April.

Yahoo!!





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Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Can I manage to complete it today?

I'm going to see Mr. SV tomorrow and I don't know whether I am that prepared to see him again tomorrow after the last meeting. I was supposed to meet him last week but he was so tied up. Since, it's been almost two weeks that I haven't seen him, he must expect more from me. Eventually, I can't give him that much...Sigh~




Dahlaaa....baik aku teruskan keje



Monday, March 5, 2012

The not-so Ultimate Goal II

Today, I aim to finish analysing all the food's nutrients value. If I still have time tonight, I perhaps wanna at least make a sentence of methodology chapter.

And tomorrow, I'll make a new gantt chart for my study. I need to rush. There's a lot of things that need to be taken care of.

Oh, by the way, the last two days I had went to London and Leicester. The whole journey was nice :) and stomach-full too.

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