i'm not a crybaby...or am i?

uwaa....

i miss home so much
but i'll never will ever tell them that
i feel like calling them
but i can't
if i called
everything will burst out
yeah...

i miss my friends
i miss my car

even though i put a big smile on my face
but the real fact is
i truly miss home
please Ya Allah
gimme strength

and now,
i'm in another confusion state
to go for it or to leave it...
hmm...

wow blog, i'm already being here for 6 days