Im being too vulnerable

I have lots of works but didnt manage to settle any of them despite the big amount of time given. Sometimes I wonder, why my momentum for my study is still not there? I have done many ways to get to that momentum; I made myself a timetable, a gantt chart, a dummy thesis, and lots more. Neither of them did work. Twice I had asked my sv about the novelity of my research since I doubt on my own study but he always give that kind of good feeling that you can do it. Sigh~ But right now, I dont feel the love and anxiety of doing my research yet. This is so problematic since Im almost a year here stuck in doing my study....uwaaaa