Sort of...

in the academia line, if u dont publish, u perish. well, to make it clear it's like if u dont produce paper u'll be pauper!! is it right?? who cares...im writing again because im sleepy and have absolutely zero mood to finish up my writing...in the morning the moods came excitedly and suddenly fade away in afternoon. how hard i try to write, it still doesnt help...in searching of the mood, i opened a new entry here...alhamdullillah ive submitted my second article to be checked by my supervisor this morning. but now im stucked in the evening without having the eagerness at all in writing the thesis. my due is around the corner. by hook or by crook, i must submit it early of this december. i thought i wanna write some stories during my visit to Bangkok but since the pictures were at home, i dont have the anxiety to write on that too...haha. so, what's the point of this n3 anyway?? nothing..seriously nothing at all. im just keeping my fingers working so they are not going to be hiatus as my mood are right now...and colleagues around me will be thinking im super seriously doing my work hard...aint that a hardworking girl we haf there?? haha... well, the fact is not! im not being hypocrite just being Hippocrates for a while...ekeke. well, i really wanna finish my thesis because i hardly cannot bear any longer..it's like you piggy back a 120kg kid or u're shouldering a big rock that wont go down...better finish up soon and get rid of my laziness. so, i have the mood back and im going to start writing back. writing is actually exciting but when u have lack of reference and start to find some, it'll be extraordinary sleepy...this is based on me not others experience kay...bubai.