Waking up early and working!!

I woke up at 3am and start doing my work... sigh~

Sy akan habis PhD dlm setahun lagi.. yeay!!

Tak sabar rasa nk tggu viva! Saya dh bersemangat nk teruskan perjuangan ni lps dpt suntikan semangat dari pakwe eh silap dari baca blog Dr. OT

Sad

Alhamdulillah... tk perlu tggu sesuatu utk diucapkan. hmm.. ntahla hari ni emosi sedikit terganggu. hari ni start bgn kul 3pg. gedebeng gedebuk.. start la keje dlm kol 3.30am smpai la meeting ngn sv kol 11.30am. patot kol 9.30am td.. tp ade ape ntah sv kata tadi, telekonperens ke ape ke ntah, start la kul 11.30am. tp meeting kali ni x best sbb rase kualiti keje sgt giler giler teruk. w'pun sv x kata, tp hati dpt membaca. lps ni nk kene cepat cepat betulkan sbb ari isnin nk kene htr dh...oh wuteva

A quick update

Tajuk bukan main lagi omptuih... last last hentam tulih melayu jugek sbb nk cepat and malas nk pikir ayat. cakap jelah x reti.. haha. Sebenarnya skrng sy kan x abih abih siapkan transfer tesis writing saya. Lama gilak nk tunggu ke siapkan dia. Saya pon sendiri keliru apa lah yg aku buat selama ni. Lembab sangat dari siput. Gerammmmmmmmmmmmmm bila pikir. grrr.... Sebab kan saya byk tak fokus dalam apa yg saya buat. Tape... gigihkan usaha selagi boleh Asma'. 

Pastu adik sy yg second last nk amek PMR x lama lagi.. huhu. Kakak doakan bg jefah berjaya utk PMR dan dalam bulan yg sama dia amek exam utk sijil tahfiz darul Quran... hmm yg tu payah sket.. eh bukan sket byk la jugak... w'pun dia dah abes hapai 30 juz, tp dok ingt sokmo laa bila tanya.. haihlaa... moga Allah terangi hatimu jefah dan jugak utk adik adik kakak yang jugak. Rindu sebenarnya kat mereka dan ntahla naluri seorang kakak ni mesti mcm x puas kalo x dpt nk ajar mereka. X berkesempatan nk ajar adik adik yg third generation ni... mcm la kalo aku ajar free pon, diorang nak... haha. 

Khamis ni mcm biase jmpe sv lagik. tataula, nk bg ape.. bengong sampai tatau nk bg ape!! Sy ade beberapa target besar utk tahun ni!! Dan semua pon akan di-resechedule semula.. pergh.. ayat sume mix and match suka hati je kan. Ohh.. td terjmpe k iza, dia bg tips.. record la setiap meeting hang ngn sv tadela kang lupeee lak ape yg dia ckp pastu ulang the same mistakes.. tanak kan? jd recordlaa melainkan aku mmg kuat ingatan dan terer beno englishnya.. eh mmg aku tererkan.. astagfirullah, x hengatnye la aku. 

tp antara target aku;

1 - betulkan target / gantt chart phd aku

2 - baca quran beserta tafsir setiap hari

3 - bgn subuh awal dan x tido lepas subuh (boleh ke? aku pun x percaya kat diri sendiri ni)

4 - sit-up setiap pagi / exercise setiap hari kalo bolehhhhh

jadi 4 je yg utama. sekian.

 

Dah lama x update

This is me right now !

Ekonomi Malaysia

Jap lagi kan, nk citer pasal ekonomi malaysia. nak tgk sejauh mane yg aku faham tentang ekonomi malaysia. padahal sbb nk siapkan literature review tu yg pulun kene tau gak pasal ekonomi malaysia ni. sape la kata buat phd nutrition senang nyah oi. sume pun nk kene tau. peniing kepala ni haaa... cmpur malas skali...hikhik

Raya 2012

hokay hokay...raya tahun ni lain sgt sgt berbanding 28 tahun hidup ni...amaaa...dah 28 tahun?? gulp... kejapnye umur maken bertambah...adeh..adeh...byk bende x tercapai lagi ni... pertamanya, hmm..tayah ckp pun, korang dh dpt teka ape...kann...pastu makin bertambah umur ni hopefully main bertambahla amal ibadat bukannya menabung dosa... eh aku nk citer pasal raya kan sebenarnya

nk citer pasal ramadhan byk sgt... biarla org lain dh citer sume. raya kali ini buat PERTAMA kalinya dlm hidup x raya ngn family. dahla x raya ngn familykan raya kat negara org pulak tu. negara bukan islam. tp aku rasa kemeriahannya tetap ade cume feeling raya bersama famili tu lain lah. nk describe pun tatau cmne. tp aku takla teruja sgt utk smbutan raya ni sbb keterujaan aku lebih pada nak siapkan tesis aku ni...huwaaa. aku dah nk trnsfer tesis ni bykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lagi la x siap. dah bedebar debar dah aku ni. mujur time ni sv aku cuti tiga minggu g south africa. kurang sket tekanan hidup w'pun sv aku tadela nk menekan tp ketiadaan beliau lebih memudahkan aku utk pulun menyiapkan keje aku yg byk tergendala ni.

doakannn sayaaaa...

oh lupe

"SALAM AIDULFITRI 2012"

Sedih

Haihh tataula memang bila x boleh solat ni mula la emosi swing la n sikit sikit nk tacing la ape la... belajar pun sikit je dapat... tu pun mujur dpt sikit... bila dpt tau x boleh puasa 2-3 hari lepas, rase agak terkilan sbb dah ade target-target nk dicapai bulan puase ni... tp apakan daya Allah ada perancanganNya... sebagai hamba kita harus syukur atas setiap sesuatu tu kan... ntahla tatau la raya kali ni mcm mana sambutan... tp apa pun yg penting ramadhan kali ni mcm mane? adakah lebih baik dari sebelum sebelumnya? Alhamdulillah kita sume masih diberi peluang utk merasa ramadhan kali ni.

Dateline

Just finished meeting my SV today. And I have so limited times to do all my work. Adehhh...

Rio de Janeiro

Hi again. I'll try to finish what I've left in the previous entry

27/04/2012
The conference started in the morning.

28/04/2012
I presented in the afternoon.

29/04/2012
In the evening went to Copacabana beach

30/04/2012
Last day of conference. Went back to London at night

Counting days to go back home

I was smiling like crazily while I'm writing this entry. I can't wait for that moment to come!


I am bit drowsy or perhaps sleepy in another terms that suits me best. It has been 2 weeks since I came back from Rio de Janeiro. And I think it was the best ever conference I had attended so far. Eventhough I didn't like much the environment, but I enjoy so much the conference. I met and build up new research networking that really helps my Ph.D. study. Let me tell bits of the journey;

Day 1 (26/4/2012)
I depart from Heathrow around 2.00pm and arrive Rio at nearly 12.00midnight. I was still in a state where I did not believe that I'm going to Brazil. And to double it up, I was going by myself! The journey took me around 10 to 11 hours. It was a direct flight by British Airway airlines (the ticket flight was £700++, but phew it was sponsored). As the plane landed, I was relieved that everything was going smoothly. I headed to the Brazil border agency, and it was really quick. And the journey really began as I step out of the arrival gate. I took a taxi from the airport taxi counter as advised by the internet research that I have done. It cost me R$80 from airport to centro which was only a 30 - 40 minutes journey. What a money! On the way to the hotel, the taxi driver asked me (in portugese of course!) "Are you travelling by your own only?". I didnt know why did he asked that question until I see the city by myself. As I entered the city, it was like...
- will be continue -

Transfer thesis

It'll be around september @_@

Alhamdulillah

http://www.mrsmgemencheh.com/quranic/al-hafiz-dan-al-hafizah-mrsm-gemencheh-ulul-albab-khatam-hafaz-30-juzuk-al-quran-dengan-kaedah-talaqqi-musyafahah-mengikut-riwayat-imam-hafs-an-asim/

A quick update

I haven't been updating the blog for quite a while. It's because I'm in a state of miserableness. What is the main reason for that? Just one! I have not yet finish my work. I'm going to a conference but yet not still prepared for the upcoming conference. Arghh.... suka hati jek x prepare mende mende. I'm lucky because it's just a short oral communication. I do hope that I can get fully participate can update my knowledge there.

But, last week was an awesome weekend! I had the chance to visit Amsterdam. I'll update the full story of Amsterdam later. Remind me if I forget to do it!









- love you mom! eh tetibe : (

sian abah tak mention nama dia. umi n abah, the one i love most after Allah and Rasul. Oh rindunya kat mereka. Saya sebenarnya rasa phd saya mcm tahpape. Kalaulah mereka sume mengerti...
Dulu mase master pon rase master tahpape. tapi alhamdulillah sume pon ok je. hopefully untuk phd ni pon same. kdg kdg rase x significant langsung ape yg saya buat ni. bila rase x significant mulalah rase nk stop buatlah, salahkan byk mendelah... kdg kdg terpikir, ape sumbangan kite. nape Allah letakkan kita di sini. tapi rasa nk balik tu makin kuat bile stresssss... stress ngn kementerian kesihatan yang kata nk bagi data, kensel tamau bagi pulak... ape kes?? bagi je la... bukankah benda baru dapat dipelajari bila berkongsi apa yang ada... tak pahammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... kan dah kata aku tension. balik dari brazil ni, nk siapkan at least part results n discussion utk transfer tesis. abis je raya kat malasyia, aku nk transfer tesis. lepas transfer plak nk analysed data baru (doalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah dapat dari moh) buat results pastu submit. pastu nak balik malaysia, nk ngajar anak anak bangsa!! tu je plan masa kini. ni tulisan terus dari hati tanpa akal

What did I do today?

I did write another 250 words today. Many praise to Allah for giving me ideas and wills to write for today. I need to write more so that I can show it to my beloved SV. Speaking of him, I hadn't meet him yet this week. And, he also didn't ask me anything until to this end of day. Should I be relieved or should I not??

Up there, a picture to show how happy am I not to have a meeting with SV...


haiyaaa... ini olang manyak tilok, kije talak siap, itu pasal manyak happy talak jumpa sama itu SV   -__-!!