::Out Of the Box::

[W.E.L.C.O.M.E]

2012-06-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah... i do love moving from one blog to another. i started with blogspot during my uni period than moved to wordpress than finally come back again. ~homecoming :) . This blog is really gonna be about me and my life. if u expecting something like edu, tech, politics, economy crisis or bla2 from my blog, then u got the wrong blog here. so, do find it elsewhere. no offense kay. here, u just can find myself babbling bout my life only... heheh. simple minded, aint i? haha... well, its a blog specifically for me to release my tensy and practise my english... do bear it in ur mind! i do NEED to improve my english ne.. hope u guys gonna enjoy it :))

My lil bro engagement day

2012-02-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah semuanya smooth and sound...

Lapar

2012-02-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

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The never-to-forget day

2012-01-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

I love this day ^^

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and I seriously mean it ^^

The Ultimate Goal

2012-01-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

This should be the ultimate goal for all of us;

Amin.

Adik-adik saya

2012-01-21T05:53:00.001+08:00

Sekarang nk perkenalkan adik adik saya yg ramai ;)

1 - sayala kan ^^

2 - Qi ---

3 - Wah ---

4 - Ucop (cuput) ---

5 - Lina berk ---

6 - Man ---

7 - Jefah ---

dan last sekali;

8 - Mat Deli ---

berjumpa lagi selepas ini ;)

Mode rindu mengusik kenangan

2012-01-21T05:11:00.000+08:00

Ini gambar pertama sewaktu memula jejak kaki di UK. Masa ni semangat berkobar kobar nk smbng belajar. Sekarang, mengeluh panjang.

Bacalah Al-Quran

2012-01-21T05:00:00.002+08:00

Bacalah Al-Quran, dengan membaca Al-Quran hati akan menjadi tenang :)

jefah ngn mat deli (mase ni form 1 ngn darjah 5)

mat deli yg bolat;

Birthday bulan Januari

2012-01-21T04:56:00.000+08:00

Ramai rupa-rupanya yg saya sayang birthday diorang bulan satu, antaranya;

adik saya ke-6 (17 Jan)

adik saya ke-7 (4 Jan)

dan jugak kwn gojes saya (27 Jan)

selamat hari lahir! <3 <3 <3

Mentally destructive disorder

2012-01-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

I was really disappointed with myself today. Thanks to Fhiza for uplifting my motivation back!

Solah

2012-01-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm going to pray for my solah now. I wish that the prayer room is nearer. But I'm grateful enough that there is a prayer room. Aduyaiii tu pun nk mintak lebey lebey ke. dah ade tmpt solat pun dh cukup bagus

Upgrade process

2012-01-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

This was the first ever forum related to upgrade process was held for the postgraduate student. I had benefited a lot from the forum and I had participated well too in the forum. The forum was presented by Ash (Dr Ashley Pringle) co-assisted with Dr Jane. It tells you what do you actually have to prepare for the upgrade process from MPhil to Ph.D. For further details, ask me. haha

It's been quite a while

2012-01-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

I've been hiatus for quite a long time right. I even forgot my log-in password to make it worst. I really don't have any interesting stories to share. If I do have, I won't tell...haha. The truth is that I'm so lazy to type it. I will have a student forum in just a few minutes. The forum will discuss on the upgrade process and any related matters. That's all for now. Just a short entry for today ;p

Christmas holiday

2011-12-16T20:14:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah on this friday blessing day, finally I force myself to open this dusty blog of mine and write!! It's not that I don't wanna update regularly but I have nothing to write. In the end, I end-up myself blogwalking and left my blog crying silently in the end of the corner. I'm talking nonsense here...haha.

Well, christmas is around the corner and it means holiday is coming! and this mean I will have holiday but it's not the holiday that Im so eager about. It's about the reunion of me and my friends from UMT. All three of us had the chance to further our study in UK and neither one of us had thought that we would have the chance to fly here and meet here again. Praise to Allah for He knows everything. So, we have set to meet in Essex, to be exact, Colchester, the place where cicib is currently residing.

And it will be this coming Saturday!! How time really does fly... It was like a few months ago that we had planned this but now in just a blink of eyes, Saturday is just nearby. And thats an indicator for my plan of study too. Have I reach the timeline for my study???? Arghh...stress. Eventhough I'm stress, but my action and passion towards my work doesn't reflected by my stress at all. It means that I'm still not hardworking...muahaha. But hopefully, I can finish my study by the time given Inshallah and this prayers goes to all my friends who undergo the same journey as me!!

Enough said for now. Ila liqa' (eh tetibe arab...haha)

Finally

2011-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

I had spent like almost 4 days just to do my paper correction to be resubmitted back. And I had just allocated like a glance-through-the-air for my phd... haiyaaa...but anyway, I want to share a good article on how to reply to peer review comments when submitting papers for publication

click here if you are have no work to do and feel like ah-whynot-its-not-im-going to-loose-anything here --- http://eprints.nottingham.ac.uk/859/2/How_to_reply_to_referees.pdf

Hilarious

2011-12-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

I was searching for a sample cover letter for my paper resubmission and found this template which is seriously hilarious.

Dear Journal Editor, It's Me Again

By Roy F. Baumeister

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Today's date

Dear Sir, Madame, or Other:

Enclosed is our latest version of MS# XX-XXX-XX-, that is, the re-re-re-revised revision of our paper. Choke on it. We have again rewritten the entire manuscript from start to finish. We even changed the goddamn running head! Hopefully we have suffered enough by now to satisfy even you and your bloodthirsty reviewers.

I shall skip the usual point-by-point description of every single change we made in response to the critiques. After all, its fairly clear that your reviewers are less interested in details of scientific procedure than in working out their personality problems and sexual frustrations by seeking some kind of demented glee in the sadistic and arbitrary exercise of tyrannical power over hapless authors like ourselves who happen to fall into their clutches. We do understand that, in view of the misanthropic psychopaths you have on your editorial board, you need to keep sending them papers, for if they weren't reviewing manuscripts they'd probably be out mugging old ladies or clubbing baby seals to death. Still, from this batch of reviewers, C was clearly the most hostile, and we request that you not ask him or her to review this revision. Indeed, we have mailed letter bombs to four or five people we suspected of being reviewer C, so if you send the manuscript back to them the review process could be unduly delayed.

Some of the reviewers' comments we couldn't do anything about. For example, if (as reviewer C suggested) several of my recent ancestors were indeed drawn from other species, it is too late to change that. Other suggestions were implemented, however, and the paper has improved and benefited. Thus, you suggested that we shorten the manuscript by 5 pages, and we were able to accomplish this very effectively by altering the margins and printing the paper in a different font with a smaller typeface. We agree with you that the paper is much better this way.

One perplexing problem was dealing with suggestions # 13-28 by Reviewer B. As you may recall (that is, if you even bother reading the reviews before doing your decision letter), that reviewer listed 16 works that he/she felt we should cite in this paper. These were on a variety of different topics, none of which had any relevance to our work that we could see. Indeed, one was an essay on the Spanish-American War from a high school literary magazine.

The only common thread was that all 16 were by the same author, presumably someone whom Reviewer B greatly admires and feels should be more widely cited. To handle this, we have modified the Introduction and added, after the review of relevant literature, a subsection entitled "Review of Irrelevant Literature" that discusses these articles and also duly addresses some of the more asinine suggestions in the other reviews.

We hope that you will be pleased with this revision and will finally recognize how urgently deserving of publication this work is. If not, then you are an unscrupulous, depraved monster with no shred of human decency. You ought to be in a cage. May whatever heritage you come from be the butt of the next round of ethnic jokes. If you do accept it, however, we wish to thank you for your patience and wisdom throughout this process and to express our appreciation of your scholarly insights. To repay you, we would be happy to review some manuscripts for you; please send us the next manuscript that any of these reviewers submits to your journal.

Assuming you accept this paper, we would also like to add a footnote acknowledging your help with this manuscript and to point out that we liked the paper much better the way we originally wrote it, but you held the editorial shotgun to our heads and forced us chop, reshuffle, restate, hedge expand, shorten, and in general covert a meaty paper into stir-fried vegetables. We couldn't or wouldn't have done it without your input.

Sincerely,

(your name here)

Im so hungryyyyy

2011-11-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

I want to eat!

Im going on a cruise!

2011-11-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

It's hard to believe that I'll be going on a cruise trip this winter...hoho

Im being too vulnerable

2011-11-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

I have lots of works but didnt manage to settle any of them despite the big amount of time given. Sometimes I wonder, why my momentum for my study is still not there? I have done many ways to get to that momentum; I made myself a timetable, a gantt chart, a dummy thesis, and lots more. Neither of them did work. Twice I had asked my sv about the novelity of my research since I doubt on my own study but he always give that kind of good feeling that you can do it. Sigh~ But right now, I dont feel the love and anxiety of doing my research yet. This is so problematic since Im almost a year here stuck in doing my study....uwaaaa

My Weltanschauung

2011-11-02T21:45:00.001+08:00

this kind of weltanschauung sometimes bring adverse effect as it give chance to the free thinkers to believe what they believe...

A wonderful weekend

2011-11-02T18:22:00.001+08:00

Last weekend, I had the oppurtunity to visit Bath and Bristol. But the most exciting part was meeting up with my gorgeous friend aka ex housemate!! I'll continue later because this bus is sure crazy. I hardly can typeeee....

I love my family

2011-11-02T18:18:00.001+08:00

I have a big family and I love them all. I miss them so much

My father is getting serious!!

2011-10-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

I thought my mom was kidding when she told me that my father wanted to extend the house. I was like 'oh, ok fine' as my father always act that way. It's called hangat hangat tahi ayam... heheh. But this morning, when I was ym-ing with him, he really told me about that extension and said insyallah it will be finish in June. I told him just to save the money as sooner the house will be empty. The house currently just consists of three members only, my mom and dad and my lil brother. The rest is not living there. And I cant imagine my mom and dad living alone there. But my dad said the reason was because he's going to have another daughter in his life and extra rooms are needed. And quickly I responded back, "I thought it was a son" and he reply "that too, I'm still waiting". ahaha... I can't wait for my new house...yuhuuu.

I miss my mom

2011-10-25T19:15:00.001+08:00

I want to call my mom badly but I dont have any story to tell :(

Late and late again

2011-10-25T17:56:00.001+08:00

It's been almost two weeks in a row that ive been late to school. This is where I arrive near noon everyday. Despite being awake early in the morning, I am still late to school. I still refuse to get ready to school. Well just a short entry... hehe. tahpape punya entry ni, haha

Teaser 1: Getting married during studying

2011-10-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

This post is purposely for my siblings that are currently studying. Well, one of my bro/sis which I can't reveal who are they, had blurted this kind one of question. Haha... I know it's a cliché question nowadays. But, this getting married while studying is a two-edge sword. I will later on list all the pro and cons of it. Do bear in mind, this only apply to my siblings and they are in their undergraduate. I may not think this is suitable for mature students. Hehe...

p.s. btw, my bro is getting married next June. How time flies away

Im just a human

2011-10-24T17:06:00.001+08:00

I have a sad feeling today. That's all tht I can jot down now. I feel totally devastated. I had done wrong. Hmm... just hope that I'll be forgiven with my wrong being.

Aiming aimlessly

2011-10-22T14:29:00.001+08:00

I am just being a bullet without no bullet eyes. I have not yet strongly determined my final words yet. So just let me shoot aimlessly.

Again from the bus

2011-10-20T18:17:00.001+08:00

I find it quite interesting to blog in the bus on the way to my school. At least I dont waste my time. I had generously captured a random picture from inside the bus to share with you guys. It is rather a long distance from my house to school where it took more than half an hour by bus. In exact duration, it is just like less than 20 minutes. This ought to be due to bus route. I wish that I have a car. If I have one, I even can go to carboot everyweek... heheh.

Enough of craps, lets go to more serious issues i.e phd research. Today I'll try my best to extract data on food patterns and trends of three countries; Brazil, UK and Malaysia. And I dont know if my sv is back in UK or not. Its been a while since the last time I saw him :p Well bye bye alligator

blogging while riding the bus

2011-10-19T17:38:00.002+08:00

since im the most busy people on this whole universe, i cant find any ideal time for blogging except during on my way to school. so here am i blogging to fulfill my promise to noorhafhizah. we had made a captivating promise to blog everyday in english. let the contents be crap or full of devastating grammatical errors, as long as we write, we'll improve. hopefully... hehe. i've put a picture of my homemade baked-onion macroni below where im not pretty sure it can be viewed or not. well ive got the recipe from fhizah and it turn out nice enough and yummy delicious too. bye bye for now

Motivated?

2011-10-05T18:13:00.001+08:00

This is my comeback after a 2-month hiatus...cewah gitu. I have been away far far away from UK during that time period and it was great! I have never been that happy since I arrived UK. HAHAHA.... Opps.. I forgot I suddenly have a task to be done right now... Aigoo, bye bye alligator

Adik lina

2011-08-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

Blaja elok elok. Jgn tido dlm kelas!! Hargailah peluang dan ruang yg diberikan. Jgn asek ngn arashi je... Nah lagu utk mu

Wanna know something?

2011-08-08T19:23:00.001+08:00

I just can't wait to;

be flying back

to my homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Terjawab sudah

2011-08-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya satu persoalan kecil dalam phd yg tak dapat dapat di selesaikan sejak beberapa hari yg lepas sudah terjawab hasil kerajinan membaca dan membaca...

aduhai pubmed... pubmed...

baik letak link; incase kalo ape ape hal boleh retrieve balik :p

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/sites/pubmedutils/clinical?term=inhalation%20therapy%20pneumonia

kutip buah di ladang org

2011-08-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

Berkesempatan nk kutip buah. Sgt seronok. Langit pun biru. Cantik. Subhanallah.....

Gambar poyo-an sgt...haha.

ini nk tunjuk kcg pea.... mesti dok napok kang... sbb gmbr org yg dok pegang to besor angat... xpe kite zoom kacang pea

haaa.... inilah kcg pea... gmbr stoberi meri, ceri sume dlm fesbuk... ngeh ngeh. ade lagi satu gmbr ngn munge matahri... cntik subhanallah bunganya

wah mcm kat jepun lak..ade gmbr ngn sunflower.............

sekian.

Counting days

2011-08-03T22:24:00.001+08:00

Seriously, dulu rajin giler nk update entry dan siap tulih dalam english lagi... sekarang satu mende pun x rajin nak buat. Yg ade dalam kepala ialah counting days nak balik je...ahaha. Kronik sungguh aku ni. Kalo la sv tau aku mcm ni, sure die kasihan dan bagi aku duit banyak utk aku balik selalu. Sbb tu tamau bgtau sv. Kalo org tanya susah tak phd tu, jwpn aku di kala first year ini adalah tak dan yg sngt penting di first year phd adalah tahu hala tuju phd kamu. Kalo itu pun x lepas, parahhhh ~~ So, bile dah tahu hala tuju, cari method berkaitan, apa yg perlu ada, mana nak dapat, n sume sume. pasal novelity research letak la tepi dulu --- yg penting kene tahu kenapa kene buat that sort of research. kalo kamu x buat that research ade effect tak pada keadaan sekeliling, dan kalau kamu buat ape effect die pada sekeliling... kalo kamu dpt jwb that soalan dlm tahap keyakinan yang tinggi, insyallah you can proceed to the next level. kalo masih tergagap macam mula mula belajar muqaddam... hmm u need a lot to read.

sambil menulih ni, kepala dok ligat fikir jawapan pada soalan sendirik. takot takot sudah lupa jawapan. almaklumla dok pikir nak balik je. alhamdulillah jawapan masih ade lagi cuma skema jawapan tidak setepat dan seyakin dahulu. ianya perlu diperbaiki. masalah setiap kita mungkin berbeza kerna kita pun bidang yang berlainan. namun objektif semua adalah same kan. phd = doctor of phlilosophy. jd bile disebut philosophy adalah sumbangan teori/idea/etc towards our field of knowledge la kan. idea kene bernas la kan... nak dapat idea bagaimana? melalui eksperimen, bacaan, data analisis, diskusi bersama ilmuan dan lain-lain... tp jgn sesekali dilupa, idea-idea juga dtg dr Allah... Dia yg memberi dan Dia juga yg menarik balik... banykkan berdoa pdNya di saat kebuntuan atau di saat idea mencurah curah...

Sekian dari saya :)

Emo

2011-07-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

buat phd sangat tak best. nak kemas baju balik malaysia je rase. makin memuncak rase itu bile x faham ape yang dibuat. haih~ gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Amani

2011-07-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Amani

Tangisan sanubari telah terhenti Kala suram suria memancar sinarnya Pertemuan seindah bayangan firdausi

Menjadi zikir kasih yang suci

Lukisan dua jiwa menjadi satu Terkenang detik bertemunya kau dan aku Santun berhikmah mengingatkan diri

Hidup dan mati hanya untuk Ilahi

Mengenggam janji cinta ini Bertemu kasih tanpa jasad Bicara tanpa suara

Hanya tulisan bahasa indah

Mengeratkan antara kita

Hinggalah ke akhirnya

Kau ku sanjung kerna pengorbanan Bagai puteri di kayangan Tika ku lesu hadapi hidup Kau hembuskan nafas semangat

Penawar hati

Lagu: AMAR

Lirik: AMAR

Resemblance

2011-07-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

I was totally like this fellow guy for the last couple of days... and I did not do anything! But, I still did my pleasant shopping spree...gagaga...

The end.

I wish...

2011-07-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

I wish I do have a summer sale repellent layered over me right now! I am so addicted to shopping. I am not just doing a mundane window shopping but I really do a massive extravaganza shopping here. At a point, I felt guilty that I said this will gonna be the last time but than that wish just left as a wish as I saw a huge reduce price!! I think I made a great progress in shopping rather than my study here. Huhu...

This is a such a serious problem here as I am not going to make any savings here. I need to have savings as I do not know what will happen in the future! But how, I can't stop myself from buying things with red-tag-70%-discount-sale! It is so tempting that I could go back to the shop a day after if I did not buy the goods which appeared in my sleep (a bit exaggerate here...ahaha). Or even worse, I do the on-line shopping if the items is not in-store. Serious aint I?? huhu....

Clarks -- reduced price that you can get a shoe just for £12 ++ when the original price was £40 ++, La Senza lingeries just for £5 ?? Not to mention Gap, Nike, etc. And then you have the charity shop to spoil yourself.

Well, this entry is totally for Noorhafhizah... hehe. You better be prepared! Don't do so much shopping in Malaysia, as you will absolutely can DO IT a lot here... but do bear in mind, saving is so damn important!

p.s. a quite long hibernation in blogging and studying too :(

The end.

Jap lg nak update post baru

2011-07-08T14:24:00.001+08:00

lame dah x update... sian blog

Battle of the day!

2011-06-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

I am seriously battling with myself right now!! I can't even focus on what I'm doing... Haihla... Can't someone just do the Phd for me??

lazy

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I am back!

2011-06-21T19:37:00.004+08:00

I am back to the reality of the hassle hectic world of mine. Just arrived back to Southampton yesterday. What a long journey.

It all started from Southampton -- London -- Turkey -- London -- Newcastle -- London -- Southampton. I will tell the details later :)

See 'ya

A soft reminder

2011-06-21T19:36:00.002+08:00

If you read or hear any news either through the mass media, internet or anywhere do take it as a pinch of salt. You need to think wisely before grabbing and put it in your pocket...

ps. this was actually a post that was forgot to be published a few days before I went to Turkey :|

Relief

2011-06-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

I am a bit relief after sending a brief report to my supervisor today and also after I've got the permission for few days leave. Alhamdulillah.

Blank = Blur = Writer's block?

2011-06-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm so in a tense situation right now. I'm still not finish with my work here and I have like just three more days. This is so nerve-racking that drove me a bit mad! So, I end up eating a home-made hot-spicy-curry noodle (instant maggie noodle to be exact here...heheh). I am grateful that I still can enjoy eating!!!

Well, thinking back of those couple years back, all I did was studying and studying. Alhamdulillah I have the opportunity to do that and I don't believe that I've been through all of this. Even though sometimes the tiresome and tiredness of studying do arose, but the satisfaction at the end is worth paying for. The journey towards it already brought valuable memories either it was a significant one or just a bunch of hodge-podge memories. Everything do account in my journey here.

Isn't it great if writing for an academic purpose is simple like writing in here where I can just simply pour my insights and thoughts without any formal writing!

Better go now as I am going to city to celebrate my house-mate's birthday.

See ya.

Enduring the pain

2011-06-06T03:16:00.001+08:00

The aftermath of a dreadful trip to Cornwall, I am suffering a massive of laziness that you cant imagine!! Cornwall was great but our timing was not that great....everything was cloudy...the inevitable change of the sky due to the volcanic explosion in the north.

Well, I'm not going to traversed back talking about that trip as i'm interested more in writing down bout my research...eheh.

But I can't help myself sharing my excitement about the Britain's Got Talent final yesterday. I followed the whole episode like I was into it more than I was into my research. I wish I did my research in reality tv show. But just a few seconds ago, I just felt not to share.

Huh? Well do you guys know that US have recently demolished their food pyramid and replaced it with a plate guide? Well I don’t know too IF it wasn’t told by my supervisor. It was officially to be demolished on the 2nd June which happened to be last Thursday.

That was quite shocking news for me as it was part of my research and I was just about to criticize on the effectiveness of the food pyramid and then, it was officially demolished! Oh then it made my research easier as US the world top leader has already eliminated the food pyramid and it surely be followed by other countries too, right? And Malaysia will absolutely follow what US has done without any hesitation. Or is it not?

Why on earth did they get rid of the food pyramid? There’s a lot of justification for it. If you really like really want to know about it, check this awesome link; http://www.wphna.org/2011_june_hp0_food_pyramid.htm

La Tahzan

2011-06-01T01:33:00.003+08:00

Jangan bersedih, meskipun kau merasa sangat sakit dengan apa yang dikatakan orang lain terhadapmu..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun apa yang dibuat belum membuahkan hasil yang memuaskan untuk dirimu..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun tatkala orang lain memandang rendah terhadap kemampuan yang kau miliki...

Jangan bersedih, meskipun engkau telah banyak kali terjatuh dan tersungkur sehingga hendak menangis..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun banyak onak duri yang menjadi rintangan dalam mencapai apa yang kau inginkan..

Jangan bersedih, meskipun saat itu kau merasa tersisih dari kehidupanmu..

Kerana ketahuilah, apa yang kau lakukan itu, jika bersedih, tidak akan membuahkan hasil,
tidak akan boleh merubah apa – apa pun menjadi lebih baik,
bersedih tidak akan menghilangkan sakit hatimu,
bersedih tidak akan menghasilkan kerja yang memuaskan,
bersedih tidak membuat orang memandang hormat kepadamu,
bersedih tidak membantumu untuk tidak terjatuh lagi,
bersedih tidak menghilangkan rintangan yang kau hadapi, dan
bersedih juga tidak membuat mu boleh diterima didalam lingkunganmu...hidup ini memang penuh dengan cubaan yang harus dihadapi,
tetapi yakinkanlah dari dalam lubuk hatimu,
bahawa Allah tidak akan menguji seseorang melebihi kemampuan dirinya,
Yakinlah setelah gelap pasti terang akan menjelang..

Ujian dan cubaan yang diberikan kepada kita, kepahitan dan keperitan yang kita rasai,
pasti ada makna disebalik itu semua,
Cuma bagaimana cara kita untuk mensyukurinya..

Jika ini ketentuan Allah,
mari kita cuba tabahkan hati,
kerana pasti tersirat sesuatu di balik yang tersurat itu…
kerana kita manusia biasa,
tidak terdaya memikirkan apakah hikmahnya..

apakah rahsianya...hidup ini terus berputar!
tiada masa untuk berlengah!
tiada masa untuk berpatah!

mari kita kuatkan hati yang serapuh kaca ini,
salutkan bersama doa tulus suci,
kerana doa itu tersimpan satu kekuatan,
kekuatan dari yang Empunya segalanya...Dan pastinya dunia bukan milik kita, untuk kita atur segalanya,
kerana takdir itu mengatasi tadbir…
tadbir dari manusia yang lemah,
takdir dari Tuhan Yang Maha Mencipta,

Simpan segala pahit dan duka, dalam surat kehidupan ini,
yang penuh sirat pengajaran.
disebalik yang terjadi pasti ada yang terjanji termateri sesuatu yang pasti jika kau ridha akan ketentuan Ilahi..
Siapa yang berbaik sangka kepada Penguasa ‘Arasy dia akan memetik manisnya buah yang dpetik di tengah tengah pohon berduri..

"Pimpinlah kami dalam menjalani kehidupan fana ini dengan kasih sayangMU yang tiada batasannnya.."

Sumber: La Tahzan Sahabat! | Paradigma MUKMIN http://akuislam.com/blog/renungan/la-tahzan-sahabat/#ixzz1Nx6pl2ZT

Told 'ya

2011-05-31T22:40:00.001+08:00

Is it good to act like that??? It bitterly hurts... I'll never be that nice to anyone after this... It do hurts when people do not appreciate what you have done to them. You're act is so irrelevant and I could not tolerate with you any more. Don't you have heart?? Can't you feel the cause that you have done to me? It truly hurts like rubbing salt in the wound. I surely wont be nice after this....................... I really wish that I am with my family now T_T

photo credit to saleem vekay

but life must go on...aint we have bigger role to do here in this small small world...

photo credit to saleem vekay

Going to Cornwall

2011-05-28T06:56:00.001+08:00

Despite the volcano that recently exploded in the north of UK, it never despair us from giving up our trip to Cornwall tomorrow. May Allah ease our journey and fill it with barakah. Cornwall was said to have a nice scenary! Well let the pictures tell us later. I have to go to sleep now. Bye.

Met him

2011-05-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

I've done meeting with my supervisor and alhamdulillah everything went great. He gave me a clearer insight of the vague writing Ive made. He want to see me back in a couple of weeks later. And where am I at that time? Turkey. ahaha. So, what I need to do is doing the work immediately!!

5 minutes break

2011-05-25T22:11:00.001+08:00

I am writing thru my phone right now. Awesome right?? haha... I am so addicted with my journals right now. A conspicuous example is that I just took a DAY just to finish reading an article! AWESOME right??? I hope that you wont fall under my sarcasm words upthere... Well I need to resume back my reading as a preparation for tomorrow meeting

Sleepy

2011-05-25T21:16:00.001+08:00

I am badly sleepy. I was a sleep just a few seconds ago while reading the journal!!!

Random crap

2011-05-25T06:23:00.000+08:00

Well it seems that I broke my own promise again of having an entry a day... But hey, at least I had an initiative to do it right? ahaks. Last Thursday, I went to a workshop called "writing your thesis" facilitated by Prof Norman Staines. I learned quite some things there especially how to boost up your writing... surely not by using a booster of course. It is by writing everyday for at least an hour consistently. He shared an experience of his colleague who was doing his Ph.D. at that time. His friend, spend every-30-minutes-a day of his time in a tube while going to school by writing down of what people he saw in the tube. By end of his Ph.D., his writing was worth a book. And surprisingly, the book hooked up a publisher and the book was published. Isn't that great? Not only he finished his Ph.D., he also got a book of his own writing. And also moneyyyy...haha. The main point here is that you need to write and write to be a good writer and as to look perfect you need lots and lots of practise. You aint gonna be a good-intelligent-superb writer in just one night. Even it's a crap with meaningless content but at least you have the gut to write something rather than just popping your eyes into others writings. But if you can bring something more meaningful content, it'll be more fantastic. Who knows that maybe your content can bring happiness/ideas/inspiring/motivation etc to those who accidentally stumbled upon your blog.

I am going to meet my supervisor this Thursday. We haven't met quite a long time. The last one was in end of last month. I had promised to do some critical review but I have not move that far yet to really criticise the strong-scientific word of others. I struggled enough to make my own words and barely how could I find loops and gaps of other works???

I was about to tell about the UK weather when my eyes lid felt heavy and started to a up-and-down exercise. Just a brief forecast here, there's a volcano exploded, and all the airflight specifically up to the north, for instance, glasgow, scotland were shut down. Hmmm... Ok folks, see you later.

By the way, Im going to Cornwall this weekend. Hopefully we are welcome with a good weather this weekend. Bye bye.

2011-05-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

salutary - useful; valuable --> the pill has a salutary effect to reduce the headache pain
junctures - moment; satges; ocassion, intervals --> important decision made at

A word a day keeps the stupidity away

2011-04-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

Starting from this day, i'll be updating my blog with 3 entries a day; one will be about my life, a 5 words a day vocab, and also knowledge on nutrition. If I can spent my time browsing unnecessary irrelevant stuff like for hours, cant I spend an hour doing this right?

1st entry:
I moved to my new house! Alhamdulillah I love it. End.

2nd entry:
No words yet...

3rd entry:
Eat moderately...

Well, that's it folks

Lupa Jawaban dihafal mahir, Bagi Menyangkal Munkar dan Nakir

2011-04-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

Petikan daripada Rangkaian Rubai`yat Prof. Syed Muhammad Naquib Al-Attas
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Muslim tergenggam belenggu kafir,

Akhirat luput, dunia tercicir,

Budaya jahil luas membanjir,

Banyak yang karam tiada tertaksir.

Barus dan Singkel, Pasai dan Ranir

Silam ditelan masa nan mungkir;

Lupa Jawaban dihafal mahir

Bagi Menyangkal Munkar dan Nakir

(Syed Muhammad Naquib Al-Attas, Rangkaian Rubai`yat, Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka 1959)

IBU - Haddad Alwi feat. Farhan

2011-03-31T04:51:00.000+08:00

Kemanisan dalam ujian

2011-03-16T01:09:00.004+08:00

Rabbi inni lima anzalta ilaiya min khairin faqir

"Wahai Tuhanku, Sesungguhnya aku ini kepada apa sahaja kebaikan yang Engkau turunkan amatlah faqir"

credit to Dr MAZA ---> click here

kehadapan blogku

2011-03-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

do not read, but if you still wanna read, please bear in your mind that this is totally like a 5 years old writing....haha. [there's a lot of gedikness in this n3]

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kehadapan blogku

aku serabut....aku rase aku bukanlah diri aku kat sini...aku mcm jd org lain...aku tatau aku buat ape ni???? kalo xnk blaja dh boleh? abah and umi, percayalah i'm not that strong as you thought i am...nak cakap kat abah and umi, mesti abah and umi risau...rindunye kat mereka di malaysia...bape kali tepon hariss n lela xdpt :( Hariss mane ko pegiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii............lela pun same............dhla xdpt pi kenduri kawin kamu :(( Hariss kwn baik yg slalu akan tepon tiap kali aku ade masalah...now dh jauh....urmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :((

Frust sgt...rindunye kat kwn2 kat malaysia...rindunya kat umi abah n adik2...lembik giler aku...sikit2 nk balik..sikit2 nk balik...sudahla ko asma'...

aku tatau kat mane aku ni???????? pls asma' wake up!! mase bergerak pantas...dont waste your time. hargailah masa yang ada...........aku yang tiada motivasi diri...aku yang pelik. aku pelik dgn diri aku...ke memang perangai aku pelik cume aku baru sedar? huh? kat sini baru aku rase aku terlalu lemah.........

nmpk je mcm best dok sini xpi xpun aku rase...hmmm. aku tataula phd ni watpe...nak duduk rumah je bolehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? sape idola kamu? saya mak saya. sbb? xyah keje n besarkan anak2........haha. simple je kan. abah mesti marah kalo dgr ni..ahaha.

lepas dah abih tulis n3 ni, aku nk bangun!! aku nk fokus + start membaca + jd serious bile blaja + komited....dah jgn sedih asma'...ingatlah Allah ada bersamaMu....jgn susahkan umi abahmu....bukan senang untuk senang Asma'

aku sedang memuhasabahkan diri....terlalu byk titik2 hitam dlm hati ni mungkin....bukan mungkin tp iye...aduh...rindunya kat umi.........umi, i miss u so much that im crying into tears now...but i wont tell u that :((

KAU BOLEH!!

chill la asma'...

Sami Yusuf - Hear Your Call (Official Video)

2011-03-04T06:15:00.000+08:00

I'm listening to this song repeatedly....more than 1000 times I think...
If I love that song, I just keep playing that song until I'm sick of it which sure took a week! I love so much this song along with the nice lyrics in it...

Another update

2011-02-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

Haha...How frequent do I blog? I was trying to start reading my second journal and then my eyes started to close again...OMG!

Well let's have some chit chat here. A research-related chat is preferable. Says who? Me ;)

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Right now, my depth-focus in this so-called PhD study is on dietary guidelines in Malaysia. I don't know how many outside there who realized the existence of this Malaysian Dietary Guidelines.Are you aware of that??? I am aware since I'm in this field but how about others?

If I'm not aware, I must be a dumbhead then -_-!!

Therefore,

Is it necessary that you develop this whole dietary guidelines like a crazy old-man when the messages were not even conveyed to the whole population? Huh? Developing a tool in nutrition is like playing with log-linear...haih...

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Yeah, we still need to have a guidance but the matter is how on earth do we deliver the message?

And,

Another important issue is, how will the population response to this dietary guidelines?

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Lets say, you knew that fried chicken contains a lot of saturated fat and all that stuffs... and then, one day you were give a one week of free fried chicken, dont you want to accept it? I probably will...

But the whole point here is just

"EAT MODERATELY"

and

"DO PHYSICAL ACTIVITY REGULARLY"

and Islam has teach us all that...

....eat when you are hungry and stop before you're full...

p/s: here's the link if you wanna know more about malaysia dietary guidelines click here or you can fully download it from malaysian ministry of health website.

n3 in Malay

2011-02-23T21:04:00.004+08:00

apa berlaku bila kerja menggunung tinggi namun tumpuan hilang tidak dijumpai?? maka, terjadilah penangkapan gambar di ofis seperti di bawah -_-!!

muka x boleh nk serius lg ke??? haha...muke ngntok

Que Sera, Sera

2011-02-23T18:54:00.001+08:00

Oh....pening2x...

This is so driving me crazy! Reading a journal took me two hours...haih~ Well, if I ended understanding it and that will be great but it doesnt!!!!

Not daydreaming

2011-02-23T17:36:00.004+08:00

I don't know why...This has become a routine in my early morning. As I started to read a few paragraphs (of journal of course), my eyes started to become small and small and there you go, I'm sleeping! Urghh... I hate this and I dont know how to cure it. I hate the me who is not committed with her works!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frustrated.

BMW X5

2011-02-17T05:41:00.007+08:00

There's a lot that happened last week. I'd wanted to share it a past few days but I've been quite packed with lots of stuffs. Now that I've time still I can't jot it as I have a fever. Yeah, again. Huhu... Now, I hope after I recovered, I'll focus on my PhD and promise to finish as quickly as possible...Right now at this time, I sure have a strong determination...muahaha. Well, determination is the key to success right guys :)

I'll promise to myself to share every single bits especially the one that I attended last Sunday... At least, I can revise...

Just something that I wanna share, here in UK, most of them like to use the phrase --> does that make sense?

uwaa...i dunno what i mumbling here...

miss my car a lot! and i dont know how's her condition back at home...there must be no one who wash her...well, i dont wash her too..haha...very rarely...but she stills shine! as shiny as the moonlight...

uwaa...talking crap again here....bye bye bye

Shaykh Shuraim (very emotional Surah fatiha)

2011-02-13T08:29:00.000+08:00

How Ruben (Abu Bakr) Became a Muslim

2011-02-13T05:26:00.000+08:00

vid a year ago that I had seen with my mom togther :)

Muse - Resistance Piano Tutorial

2011-02-13T04:01:00.000+08:00

Dahla upload kat blog....

How To Play Muse Resistance

2011-02-13T03:51:00.000+08:00

Dah lame x practise....huhu

Resistance

2011-02-13T02:16:00.004+08:00

Hosni Mubarak had finally steps down a few minutes after I wrote the previous n3...

Well, today is Saturday and I'm so free as a bird...which I wanna share a song that I love since years back... im more on the instrumental value which lies in it...huahua...

The world

2011-02-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

This world is utterly sick....

.... and I'm utterly sick of that

A motivation to move further

2011-02-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

What a relief...haih~

As explicit as possible

2011-02-08T05:11:00.002+08:00

I've found an article that refresh back "how to do a thesis"... here --> http://www.aber.ac.uk/media/Modules/dissert1.html

My SV wanted an outline for my study which I forgot to do it...haha. What I did was just a 7-pages of a sort-of-critical-but-not-that-critical review. Awesome right? To do a page already drove me crazy and for 7 pages... it took me 7 nights without sleeping. Fine. I'm exaggerating it. Enough with the metaphors. Suddenly, I remembered that I have an e-book of how to write your thesis by Rowena Murray. Bye, I'm going to read it now.

I am no stranger to the rain

2011-02-07T19:29:00.009+08:00

Haha...the title up there sounds like what-the-what right? I had just met with my supervisor this morning. Sigh~ He's good but i'm so far beyond being that good. Next task to submit is this Wednesday. And have next meeting either this week or next week. If I have that high level of confidence, maybe I enjoy seeing him even everyday...haha.

But the matter is that I don't. He said that I have a good writing skill. Of course it's good because 90% of it was cut-copy and paste...haha. Well, I admit I prefer to write than to present as I'm so horrible in presenting. He said " here you can have the freedom to talk what YOU think and not to fear with what the government had implemented"....and here is where my problem arose --> I am not a thinker!! Even though my blog entitled ::Out of the Box:: but it's just a cliché...haha. I dont even put my thought out of the box...

Well, I keep writing here as to look as I am busy doing my work; and my fingers have to keep pressing the keypads. Look, I am so good in acting right? haha... I have lots of more to share but seriously I have to start doing my work again.

the end.

2011-02-05T23:57:00.005+08:00

Huhuhu...now i know why I had that gloomy heart. It is because of the hormone imbalance that women usually have it every month. Weird right? But still, it is not that the main factor. That is just a supporting factor of my gloomy heart.
[gedikla aku nih kan blog]

I've submitted my first fresh-from-the-oven review to my SV last week and we're going to have a meeting next Monday (7/2/2011). And that sure wreck my nervous. I have to read and read more. But as I keep reading, I have no idea what on the earth I am reading. Muahaha... I just keep reading but still I can't put in a conceptualize frame of my ideas. Huh...

Urm...last Wednesday, I had went to a welcoming event for the new international students. It was a short nice one not the same as the one in my previous uni in Malaysia. Just a 6 minutes speech from the VC. I love that. And my God, all the foods there were so super delicious looking. HOWEVER, I just took the vege ones. What to do right? This is not Malaysia. Well, Malaysia is not always Halal too. Have to beware too.

I met new friends too. One from Canada and Norway. I also had quite a long chit chat with one of my colleague from Mexico. Almost one hour and I didn't finish yet my review at that time! She told me the situation of her country which encounter a big problem with the drug dealers. She was worried as these drug dealers are becoming uncontrollable and start to mess up with society. She said thanks to me for hearing all her stories as she can't bear it any more. I understand her feelings as I have no one here too to share my problems. I hope I can tell something about Islam one day to her :)

Oh...I must stop. I didn't start any of my reading yet.

miss my family n friends

2011-02-05T22:42:00.005+08:00

uwaaa...miss my family n friends again back home there :((

By having a heart-ache and hearing season in the sun do sure hit my heart so much

oh so childish...

I feel like to slap my own face for acting like this

if I feel like wanna call them

it's always 2 o'clock in the morning!!

I'm always bad at timing...sigh~

And the ambience right now, a gloomy, windy day, do put a good effect to my gloomy heart...

oit makcik, kemas brg angkut pastu balik malaysia terus laa!! haha...

Smiling

2011-02-05T19:52:00.005+08:00

I always smile...but sometimes it is just a fake smile. I just don't want people to notice and make the surrounding atmosphere feels bad. When actually deep inside my heart, just God knows it. I play a good act in pretending to have a good life sometimes...ahaha.

Well, that's enough for now. Why? Because it is all craps. And please H. Mubarak just do what Ben Ali has done. Just step down!! <-- out of nowhere, Egypt revolution story appeared in this n3!!

Lazy

2011-01-20T04:51:00.003+08:00

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE MYSELF RIGHT NOW: LAZY

if my beloved SV know this, he'll killed me!!

Huh...down again

2011-01-18T00:14:00.003+08:00

Hey Al-Qalb, hey my heart, hey my hati, hey, hey... what's wrong with you again?? Im trying hard to understand your condition right now heart. Why are you making feel down? it really upsets me. I dont want to be smiling fakely but have a gloomy heart inside. I pray to you Allah. I cried to you Allah. You who hold my heart. I pray to You Ya Allah...guide my heart to the right path...dont ever left me even less than a blink of an eye...

My SV

2011-01-14T03:18:00.003+08:00

I have met my SV yesterday... I have lots to tell here in this blog of what happened to me everyday but since I have to jot each inch of this in english it...it turns out to be that i have nothing to tell...ahaha...can u guys understand?? (mcm la ramai yg bacakan...kalo adepun, fhiza je kot...hehe)

Well, back to the story... We talked alot about 1 hour...opss...not 'we' but my supervisor who does the talking while i prefer nodding more and add some 'yeah', 'that make sense' and 'ok'. haha...i keep repeating the same words...i have no idea what to talk...i mean i have the idea but it seems kinda hard to deliver it... so, howwwwwwwwwwwwww? i cant keep nodding for the upcoming 3 years right? i do some of talking but i myself cant believe what crap im talking about...hoho... so, i took an inisiative to go for the english class held by my school on every friday and it's FREE :p and I'm bad in writing too... i hope after taking this class, i can speak like "OMG Asma', is that you talking? how on earth that your bristish accent is so strong" ---> berangan je lebih...kahkah.

So, Im going to my first english class tomorrow morning...I hope i can make friends there

Oh regarding my SV...he's kind and looks kinda a good supervisor insyallah that can guide me through this 3 years journey...and he loves dateline ok which means every task have their datelines...and my first task is to submit a critical review on my research by end of this Jan...and that makes two weeks more left :( Bestkan dah ade keje...ahaha
Ok, mom...bye bye...miss u...

A highly motivated message!!

2011-01-10T16:01:00.001+08:00

Thanks for yr e-mail.

Your PhD program has now just started. Pls adopt with the environment
quickly. Don't be to emotional and reduce the number of calling home.

2. The time move soft fast, the spring is on the way and then summer.
in UK academicians go away in august and september. So you must make sure
that something has been achieved before August.

3. Therefore, you must produce your plan of work at least for this year of 2011.

4. Now, you must built condusive environment, network of researchers of your
area, know well students under Prof. Berrie.

5. Be strong and keep high motivation continuously.

Thank you.

Coretan akhir tahun 2010

2011-01-09T04:12:00.003+08:00

xkire2...kali ni wat n3 dlm bhs melayu je senang. sgt pelik kan. kat malaysia beriye la aku wat dlm b.i kan, dh smpai negara omputih, aku hentam pakai bm je...senang. haha... rindunye kat malaysia...ntahla...tatau nk kate feeling rase ape skng...sedih kot yg paling menguasai aku. mcm biasela aku kan. sedih je la memanjang tmbh2 jauh dr family. kwn pun xde. xde lg kwn2 yg boley ajak borak2, nk call, nk gosip2x...ah xde lagi. xjmpe lagi....aku ni dhla xreti nk kwn sgt. huhu...

alhamdulillah ramai sanak sedara yg menghantar. kata wana, mcm nk hntr org gi mekah. kalah family wana plus izal. hehehe... aku sgt terharu ngn kehadiran sanak sedara ke epot. tuhan je tahu betapa bersyukurnya aku di saat itu. pastu siap bg wang saku lagi. huhu... insyallah sy akan belajar baik2 di sini dan cepat2 habiskan. Ya Allah mudahkanlah urusanku. awal2 pg diorang dh bangun...kul 4 am kot....sian mereka. pastu, salam2 sume sedara, peluk cium adik2 pastu n umi n abah (boleh ke nangis mase tulih ni, walhal kat epot x nangis pun...nangis dlm hati je umi abah sbb xley nangis nnti umi abah mesti risau kan:( .....

suara abah dh sebak...umi dh nagis mase tu....aduh... alhamdulillah xdela nangis...wat kuat ni...kalo ikutkan hati mau x nangis! haha...pastu turun escalator...naik shuttlebas sbb train tgh renovate (ade ke time2 kau nk g renovate, x merase nek train...huhu)....pastu lambai2 kat sume...mcm dlm drama plak rase...

pastu atas kapal terbang duduk kat tepi tingkap. kalo mase naik air asia, tggnu--->k.l---->tggnu mestila rase mcm sonok thp x ingt sbb dpt duduk tepi tingkap (ley kire kot bape kali je dpt duduk tepi tingkap). tp lupe, naik flight 13 jam duk tepi tingkap sgt la x best. Sebab, susah la nk kuar masuk. dahla kebetulan kapal terbang yg naik tu penuh ngn mat salleh, mcm naik kapal diorang je padahal aku naik MAS kot. yg duduk sebelah aku, kapel mat salleh. hmm....nasib badanla asma' oii...paramugari MAS mcm suke layan mat saleh lebih dr aku je gaya. haha...perasaan aku je kot. sib baik ade pramugara yg baik hati. slalu gak tanye aku ok ke tak sepanjang 13 hours dlm flight tu. siap sembang2 mase nk turun kapal terbang bile dh landed kat heathrow. haha... fmily die siap wakil australia for badminton...aku pun tatau sejauh mane kebenarannya...haha. die kate kat malaysia xde peluang, so cr peluang di tempat lain. barula aku rase mcm aku naik kapal negara sendiri kan.... lupe nk cite bout mknn, hmm makanan nmpk mcm best, xpi kalo mkn sorang2 sume bende pun xbest kan....eh ke x? so, bg la pape pun kat aku mase tu, sume aku mkn mcm xrase pape....huhu. n 13 jam tu sgt la lameeeeeeeeeeee....puas dh aku main game kat atas kpl terbang tu, tgk cite, dgr mengaji (ade ayat2 Al-Quran atas kpl..menarik kan) tgk cite mawi, etc....xsampai2 jgk. tido xyah ckpla...bape kali kot aku tido...

akhirnya sampai jgk kat bumi uk jam 3.30pm waktu UK. heathrow mase tu baru bukak lepas tutup sehari sbb snow lebat. putih je aku nmpk heathrow. kalo ijau pelik la pulakkan...mestila tu kat somewhere else..uganda ke...nepal ke...ape aku merepek ni...ahaha. gelak sorang2. turun2 tu g imigresen security...tmpt nk cop2 passport...cuak gak...manela tau die mintak ape2, aku xde bende die mintak. pastu sampaila giliran aku nk cop passport...die tnyela student kat uni mane, wat bidang ape...so, jwbla. pastu, die suh aku g health check up. cess...kene gak. so, alhamdulillah aku dh bwk siap2 x-ray n medical check up. so, skjp je la. pastu g cop lagi skali. pahtu, mase dh nk siap die kate "u dont look like 26, well all the best for your study". dlm hati aku, maksudnya muke aku lagi tua dr 26, atau lg muda?? pkcik itu telah membuat aku bermain dengan persoalan hati....

dh cop2 passport, kenela gi amik luggage aku yg berat x hengat tu...xla berat pun...adela 22.4kg ke 24.7kg...haha...no xdekat langsung. amik2 beg je, lalu la kat lorong no goods to be declare...so lalu la....alhamdulillah tiada sebarang penahanan luggage utk di check. so, lepasla segala mcm brg makanan...

kuar2 je, dah ade adik2 tu tunggu. alhamdulillah. pastu adik2 tu bwk ke rumah mereka. so, jadilah aku duduk sementara di sini.

esoknye, terus g uni register student card ditemani oleh farah :) Adik yg sgt baik hati. Bwk aku g shopping sume. Beli sume kelengkapan. So, aku pun mula mengemas. oh lupe, dh sampai airport, aku call la rumah, sorang pun xangkat. Call hp pun xangkat. rupe2nye sume dh tido kepenatan sbb bangun awal pg kan nk hantar aku walaupun kat malaysia baru pukul 1am...hehe. baru ok...haha. awal2 pg esoknya, terus call umi n abah. abah terus sujud syukur sbb aku dh selamat sampai...epah bgtau la...umi nangis bile dgr suara anak die ni...hehe. (ala..ni malas tulis entri mcm ni...mesti ingt umi n abah :(

Ok, pastu 25hb hingga 1hb aku g jln2 UK...sbb ade boxing day....mcm2 tmpat la pegi. sgt2 la seronok....

lepastu, 4 hb start training prog utk postgrad school aku. boleh x aku nangis mase 1st day lepas balik dr postgrad training. what-the-what betol...haha...mcm budak tadika...budak tadika pun x mcm ni...hahaha. aku cume rase mcm terkejut. sbb sume lain. environment lain. kelas aku tu sume omputih hokay. esoknye baru aku cube berbual ngn mereka. kene tegor dulu rupenya. haha...adela kwn ngn italy, negro kot...tu pun sekadar formal...haha. seminggu kot training yg buhsan itu...training tu best je sbnrnye tp sbb aku xde kwn jd mcm xbpe nk best...training tu smbng lg khamis ni...hoho

nak g school aku tu, kene naik bas. dlm 20 minit jgk...jauh kan? haha. kalo main campus, 1 minit je dr rumah aku skng. sbb school aku tu kat hospital. bajet mcm budak medic la kan. dh jmpe dh ngn sv mase 4hb tu. rase mcm die ok...doa2lah die akan sentiasa ok begitu...die nmpk sgt10x kurus dr gmbr. aku pun ade hrpn mcm tu kot lepas dh work under supervision die nnti...ini sgt menarik...haha....oh ya, sume postgrad akan dpt satu laptop or desktop...kene choose. aku ingtkan dpt both...gile tamak...

so, mcm tu la serba sedikit kisah aku yg x bape nk best kat sini. sume tulih laju je nih. tulih tanpa pengolahan bahasa yg menarik pun. main tulih ikut yang teringat je. hehe...takut x tulih nnti, sampi bile pun x tulih. oh ya, lupe juga dh masuk tahun baru 2011. sekejap je dh masuk thn baru. umur pun dh meningkat!! haha...

p/s: byk mende x terbuat2 lg--> bile nk start hafal quran???

Just an update

2011-01-08T18:17:00.003+08:00

It was a countless times that I ended up closing back my blog with no entry updates. I dont know where to get started as there's a lot of stories to be told. Well, now I'm in UK. There are mixture of feelings right now...haha. will be continue later... haha

Pea-Headge-Dee...a song maybe?

2010-12-11T14:43:00.005+08:00

Ok...I dont know where to start. There's a lot of unexpected things that happen this past few weeks. From Sydney that I plan to go turns out to be Southampton that I'm heading too. How on the earth that did this happen? Fated. Full stop. Huhu... I pray to Allah that this will be the right path I'm walking through. Hopefully. Insyallah I will not regret what I have choose and I will never look back!!

I need to emphasize here that my FRIENDS are those that really inspired me until up to this stage. Without them, my life would be crazy enough that u cant imagine. They're the one that help me going through the hell of this study leave procedure. My housemates and my UMT's colleagues, you owned my big thanks... ignore all the english mistakes...but more than happy if anyone could correct it...hehe

Oh...and not to forget, my family too...especially Qi ;)

I will miss Malaysia :)

What the What

2010-11-11T11:53:00.003+08:00

i thought that doing being phd is already tough, didnt expect that pre-phd is tough too...sigh~

Im lost in my little world...again.

2010-11-07T10:59:00.005+08:00

Yes, I think my theory that i blog during im stress is definetly true.

And now, I totally just want to be a housewife. Eh? haha. What a mundane person I am. I miss homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

I hate the fact that I miss home, and my siblings too. We fought if we meet each other but still i miss them. I hope they find their path to glory.... I hope Lina and Luqman will get good scores for their exam. But dont feel down if it's not like what you expected because

1. you're lazy (haha...just joking here)
2. It's Allah wills

And do always remember,
"every cloud has a silver lining"

Zero idea

2010-10-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

I have no idea for this entry but since it been left for awhile, I thought of just jotting anythings eventhough it's just a story bout an ant. what the heck im talking about here?? im just staring blankly at this entry. haha. i'll continue later.

But, what i know is that i miss my family so badly eventhough i had just come back from bangi a few days ago :((

I am sick

2010-10-05T11:34:00.004+08:00

I am utterly sick of the world

I feel utterly sick amidst the harmony of my country

why??

I dont know the answer too

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end.

Post Eid 2010

2010-09-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

I love the me right now

2010-09-23T09:10:00.010+08:00

Uhh... I really dont know. My life is totally going upside down now but still not critical that my head would explode at anytime. I am messed up. Well, is it me to be blamed? Was I that dumb not to be well-prepared? Absolutely not! It's all fate. We plan, but Allah knows the rest.

It's all about furthering my study abroad. Why on the earth is it d**n hard to have my study abroad?? Be patient asma' and mind your language please. First, Alhamdulillah I already got the MOHE's scholarship to further abroad. The problem is that it's going to expire by 1 December 2010. For god's sake, cant MOHE be more relevant? Initially I was planning to study somewhere else not in Sydney and it turns out that MOHE didnt approve it.

So, I choose Sydney instead. The problem is Sydney has specific date to commence which will be either in July or March. Since I applied the scholarship in end of June, obviously I cant enroll for the July intake and have to go for the March intake the next year. And that surely will automatically burn the quota i'm holding right now. Ha!Ha! But, I believe that Allah knows the best. So, no worries.

Sometimes, life wont be that easily for us. Challenges, obstacles and etc. will teach us the meaning of strong and patient.

La tahzan guys! This whole world is only TEMPORARY. Be scared for the PERMANENT. And im the one that need to be reminded of that :(

A life without challenge would be like

going to school without lessons to learn.

Challenges come not to depress or get you down,

but to master and to grow and to unfold your abilities

Life is a bit hard these few days

2010-09-20T15:18:00.003+08:00

Kinda...

hmm...

Salam Eidul Fitr

2010-09-06T15:23:00.009+08:00

Bila ada kata terselip dusta,

ada sikap membekas lara dan langkah menoreh luka,

semoga masih ada maaf tersisa.

Taqabbalallahu minna waminkum.

Minal aidhin wal faidzin,

mohon maaf zahir dan batin

Only 6 days more left

2010-09-03T13:37:00.003+08:00

A potrait of mona lisa can be seen hanging high up on the white wall in my dean's office and definitely it's just the fraud one or a forgery made by a local street artist. haha. what im mumbling up here. I surely have no idea what to write down for this entry. What i truly feel now is that i'm sad that ramdhan will leave me in 6 days more time. And I feel I am not in my utmost spiritual mode.

I had already had break in my fasting. I hope that I can resume it back this night. It's the night of 25th. the night of the odds. Ya Allah...Ya Hayyu...Ya Qayyum...Ya Latif.... And I dont know whether I have another opportunity to see the next ramadhan. sad~

Fragile

2010-09-02T11:40:00.004+08:00

I really love this song. Have a meaningful lyrics

Opick - Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

Nearly miss my flight

2010-09-01T08:48:00.008+08:00

I nearly missed my flight to Kuala Terengganu this morning. Alhamdulillah, I managed to hop in. But all that already requires about 110km/hr of my running speed. I nearly burned up all my calorie intake. I feel like fainting as I step in the plane. So exhausted.

I really dont know whether it's my fault or my dad's fault. He told me yesterday that we'll be going to LCCT at 5.15am. Ok, fine then. But at 5.30am this morning, he's still in the TOILET. Oh my. Since, he's still in the toilet, I also took the chance to go to the toilet too but just for a few seconds (ok...for few minutes i think). And we departed from home something around 5.35am or 5.40am.

I arrived at the LCCT at 6.15am. I rushed to the self-check in counter. But, it was not allowed since it's already 45minutes to the departure time. I was frustrated. I ran quickly to find the luggage counter since Terengganu doesnt have anymore it's counter for check in. To my shock, it was a very long queue. Sigh. I prayed hard in my heart that time for Allah to ease my journey. I headed to the air asia's staff and ask her regarding my ticket. She ask me to queue up. It's already 6.30. so, i just followed and wait patiently hoping that i'm still able to catch up my flight.

Alhamdulillah, it's my turn as i waited for just few minutes. The staff quickly passed my boarding ticket and asked me to immediately go to the gate.

Now, I have to pass another long queue for the security check-up. What-the what. I have no choice but to cut the line. I asked politely to the person in front to let me go through since my flight is at 7.00am and it was 6.45am already. He smiled back and nodded back to showed that I'm allowed to do so. What a relief. As soon as I passed the security check-up, I heard couples of names were announced which included my name too. I ran like crazy. And the running didnt end up yet since I have to ran again to the plane. My plane was on the very last lane at the end of the LCCT i think. That's so crazy. Fortunately, I was not alone running at time. There was about 4-5 peoples altogether running like crazy. Haha.

That was really a total new experience for me. I dont want it to happen for the second time. I hope it'll be the last. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah.

Back to work

2010-08-31T18:20:00.006+08:00

Time do fly fast here compared when I'm in Terengganu. I'll be going back to Terengganu tomorrow morning and hopefully will be arriving at 7.55am. Haha... sorry dad cause you have to drive me early in the dawn to LCCT tomorrow. And I supposed to be back at work tomorrow.

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I went to PKNS Bangi this afternoon along with my lil sis (but she's big than me :p) and also my mom. We were browsing for some raya stuffs and i end-up buying 2 tudungs 'hijabs' that cost me rm100. Oh my God... My mom said she can get one abaya with that value. But, I like it... heheh. Just once in a while right. I think it's worth it. Both tudungs are grey in color. I just bought the tudung first and i'm doing it in a reversing way. One supposed to buy 'baju' first and then buy a tudung that suits the baju's color. But I'm doing it the other way round. My mom just gave me a small sigh. haha....

credit to: Anggun Tudung
this is for illustration only

I'll have some things to be done tomorrow. First, I need to follow-up Dr Nasir regarding my referee form. Second, I have to check my UMT's inbox. Third, I need to confirm my convocation date since I need to book my flight ticket. Fourth, play FB. Fifth, play FB and etc. haha. Sixth, I need to produce one paper regarding nutritional knowledge and last but not least, updated my own nutritional knowledge.

Merdeka

2010-08-30T20:44:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is our Independence Day! Malaysia's 53rd Independence Day. So guys, i hope we really truly know what independence is all about ;)

Pushed myself to IDP

2010-08-30T19:46:00.004+08:00

It's been quite a long time since i really put myself in writing a fully lengthy entry. Well, I'm going to start blogging everyday to get myself prepared for any upcoming English test. I got few minutes here to write an entry since all the toilets in my house is fully occupied. I mean my parent's house. Yes, I'm in Bangi now. The best place ever. Terengganu? Naa...except for kopok leko n beaches, it still cant beat Bangi. I know i'm a bit bias here but hey, Bangi, just say it. Everything is there. Most and foremost, it's the garden of knowledge! But truly it is because i grew up here and i love it here. Huhu...leave that beside.

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Today, early in the morning i went to UPM to see Dr Nasir and Dr Rokiah regarding my referee form. Unfortunately none of them were there. Dr Nasir was on leave while Dr Rokiah went to Umrah. Sigh (this is the firts sigh). Never mind because I already expected that. I left the form with an envelope attached to it. I'll call them later. Ehh..why didnt i call them in the first place?? because i still need to give them the form regardless of their presence. Soon after that, i met Ein and mun chieng. Hehe...my old buddies during my study in UPM. I cant stay long there because I have to rush to IDP in KL. I took the KTM to KL central. it's been a while since my last time using the KTM. It's the first time experiencing the center coach which is only for women only. I arrived at UKM's KTM around 10.50am and guess what, I waited about 1 hour for the train. Sigh (my second sigh). The train to KL Rawang had some problems in Tiroi and I nearly give up and decided to go back home. But somehow, i dont have much time anymore. By hook or by crook, i need to go to IDP to submit my phd application form. the due date is in october. now it is already september. not to forget, we'll having raya holiday and all the stuffs going around, i'm not sure whether i have time to go back home in k.l to settle all this things. so, i waited patiently and soon at 11.37am (look, i definitely remember the exact time as i really hope i could arrived before lunch hour) the super-duper KTM arrived proudly. Huh. With all the people, i pushed myself in the train. Just to note that this is during fasting kay.

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As soon as i arrived KL central had to change to LRT to go to KLCC. LRT is quite ok since not that packed as the KTM's train. Looking at my watch at that time it was already 12 something. Arghh...it's almost going to be lunch hour. my legs to began to tremble. then, just for 3 minutes, the LRT arrived and i reached KLCC at 12.45 noon. It's not there yet, I have to walk out of the KLCC because the IDP is exactly on the top of the British Council building. I arrived at 1 pm sharp. I bumped to this one lady in the lift. I was lucky because she's one of the IDP staff. so, she brought me in the office eventhough it's lunch hour. So, i told her i want to meet with Tina and to my shock, Tina was on leave too. Sigh (third time sigh). i'm the one to be blamed here because i didnt contact her first right. heheh. but i dont have time to wait for her on this wednesday. i have to go back to terengganu. So, i leaved all the documents required as Tina mentioned in her email. Got all my documents certified by the IDP and i handed my application form. Application fee waived ok. So, at 1.45pm I went back home. and i was so exhausted (seb baek x pose). The end of my journey for today. hope for the best for tomorrow. *wink*

Ramadhan kareem

2010-08-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah Im still breathing until now. I am still here to face this year ramadhan. However this year ramadhan is different from before. It'll be my first time fasting in Terengganu. Last night, I went to Masjid Tok Jembal to perform the terawikh along with my housemates, Fiza and Nora. It was a new ambience. But still,

--- to be continued ---